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Traveling time

2011-06-24T01:15:00.003+08:00

although i have been to msia alot of times.. but later i'll be traveling alone to KL alone...
kinda cool for a experience i think ..

gonna meet up with some frends in KL for paintball & go kart .. lets hope i dun get shot too much LOL ..

heard there is prepaid card in msia with 3G .. if i can get 1, i'll update frequently muahahaha

hmm..

2010-08-06T23:27:00.001+08:00

hi all ~ i have not blog in a long long while ...

had been working recently .. while working in a MNC company, with lots of germans and ang mohs around me, i realised... i need a english name badly ... all of them do not know how 2 pronounce my chinese name ...

so i have been thinking .. my name is Jy .. i want a english name that starts with J .. hahah ..

so i decided to use the name Jerek

:p

raining ~

2010-03-09T17:29:00.001+08:00

same place ~~

same time ~~

same type of rain ~~

different day ~~~

tiring day for me ...

2010-02-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

hahas .. wasnt able to slp at 6 in the morning .. laying there staring at my small room ...

suddenly, the feel of revamping my room came ... so, i started it ... 1st, i removed my walldrobe..(now all my clothes are dumped in my sis's empty room) .. cuted some wood with a eletric saw ... oh ya took mesurements before saw-ing the wood ... then i drilled the wood together .. and there i have it, a table ... had to drill holes behind the table as well for my cables to go through ...

by the time i was done with the table, i was very shag .. due to the lack of sleep... so, i vacumm my room, mob it, and went to bed ard 12pm to 1pm ... woke up at 4pm ... continued with my revamp ahahs ...

this time, it was more tiring... drilled holes into the wall !! made a shelf .. as u can see with the pics i uploaded ... had to saw wood for the shelf as well..

and one corner of my room is done ... next, i'll need to either make or buy a cupboard to put my clothes hahas ..

pics of my room under reno hahas

2010-02-19T01:52:00.006+08:00

CRAZY STUFF

2010-02-18T08:11:00.002+08:00

LOL i haven slpt yet .. realli tired .. about 2 hours ago, i was still reading a book .. wanted to sleep ...tried... and failed ... while i lay there looking at my small room, i made a decision.. im gonna revamp my room again !!!

hahaas .. always trying means n ways to make use of alll the corners of my room to the max ...

Y am i blogging now? becos im bored .. waiting for my eletric drill's battery to be fully charged ..

have some serious drilling to do wahaha !!

thats all folks ~

SPRING CLEANING !!!

2010-02-08T05:28:00.002+08:00

ITS TIME !! the few times in a year, where by i will clean my room !!! hahas ...

Ouch

2010-01-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

i swam for about 2 hours and now, my left ankle hurts badly .. guess when ur old, ur joints tend to get weak .. LOL .. but it does hurt ..

sleep ~

2010-01-05T08:37:00.004+08:00

hahas im so gonna get killed by uploadin this 2 pics XP

am kinda bored haha .. y after 2 years of ns, my slping habits is still so fk up ? y cant i jus sleep at night .. i tried so many different ways ... when i come home from swimming in the evening, i'll be damn shag .. when i sleep early, i will wake up early .. early like 5-6++ and i'll be unable to fall back to slp .. haiz .. wei semo lai dat ...

end of year 2009

2009-12-31T18:54:00.003+08:00

hahas woah time flies ... in another few hours time, it will be the end of year 2009 ...

alot of people makes resolutions for the upcoming year ... i've seen it in almost every blog i visit ...

resolutions resolutions... wat are my resolutions ? hahas

1) LOse Weight !! whaha .. am currently working on it ..

2) learn driving .. yeah i but i'll need to get a job ...

3) make up my god dam mind whether i still wanna study or not .. its because i cant make up my mind what course to study ... anyways unisim july enrollment starts only at apr .. i still got 3-4 months time to think about it ... meanwhile get a job ...

4) hahas this 1 is lame but, i wanna try swimming 30 laps non stop !! lols ..

5) is there a 5th ?? cant think of anything i wanna acheive in 2010 already ... in the pass, i will set goals like hit what level for which game blah blah but, im trying to cut down on the games ... maybe im old now ... thinking changes ...

6) OHOH pray i will be under the forgotten section for reservice !!! wahaha ...

its 31st of dec, different groups of people asked me out .. but, im staying at home .. currently low on cash already ... hahas sry my frends if u happen to read this :p wo bu shi gu yi de ...

tata 2009, year 2010 is coming ... the year of the tiger ... my 24th year on earth .. LOL .. wonder will there be a worldwide financial crisis again like when it had in 1986 and 1997 whaha .. its rumored every tiger year, it brings bad luck ... hope the tiger does not live up to his name or this already bad economy will become worst wahaha ...

oh shit .. my dam dog is barking for me to bring him out .. got to go .. bye byes 2009 ~~

my w3k signature lols

2009-12-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

w3k

2009-12-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

lols

2009-11-08T04:17:00.002+08:00

haha when i walked to the bathroom, my mum is still awake watching her korean show !!!

i told her, y u haven slp ?! its going 5 !! hahahaaas

when she heard 5, she shout .. aiyo ! i tot 2++ only .. she offed the tv n the lights n went into her room .. LOL ...

felt like blogging after my nice shower haha ...

haiz .. realli veri dam bored ... need to find a job to spead my time out man ... david asked if im interested to be part time telemarketer at his side ... working hours 2-6, $8 per hour .. so which means earn 32 bucks per day, asssuming there are 30 days in a month, i'll earn $704 b4 cpf excluding the weekends ... if deduct the 20% for cpf i earn $564 .. which is even lesser den my ns pay .... although the working timing is short ... but it short of not interest me ...
im like kinda looking for some full time job dat will keep me occupied till next year june .. so i can go and study in july ... when my sch starts, i'll need a part time job too .. so its best if im able to find a job dat enables me to work full time from now till june, then change to part time ..

haha actually, ther is a job, that fits the bill ... cathay ciniplex ... but, i swore, im never gonna go back to tat non systematic company ...after working 3 years of part time there is enough ... its not a job worth commiting to ... will turn u into a zombie just like those in L4D man ... jus think about it.. last time during sch days, i study from 8am to 4pm .. i start work at 6pm till ard 3am ... reach home, slp, go sch in the morning n its the same routine ... during holidays, i work from like 4pm - 5am kinda shift ... by the time i reach home, shower etc its ard 6++ close to 7 .. slp till ard 1pm n gonna get ready to go work again !!! omg zombie man .... and they pay penuts ... but the working environment was kinda good when some of the management level people are not around ...

well hair's drying ... short hair rules man .. dries like in less den 10 mins infront of the fan ...

gonna surf net for abit more n hit the bed ...

cheers ~~~

wad a happening day ~~

2009-11-08T03:45:00.002+08:00

well .. as usual i slpt at ard 6 in the morning n woke up ard 2pm ...

was bored .. there's nothing to do nowadays ... its eat, slp, gamin and swimming which im going like every 2-3 times per week nowadays ...

was gonna meet up with my frends (hj, bear & david)for dinner ... hj told me there was this new steamboat place in sbw .. so he told me to meet 6.30pm at sbw mac...

so, when he sms-ed sbw mac, the 1st thing i tought about was, san ba wang macdonalds ... so i tot he's talking about the mac at sun plaza which is just beside sbw mrt ...

reached there... called my other frend .. askin where's he becos im already late for like 10mins ...

haha he told me im in mac... so i walked in ... walked a few rounds n still couldnt find him ... so i gave him a call ... i was like "bear, ni zai na li"

bear :"wo zai mac lor"

me : "huh ? wo ye zai mac lei .. mei you kan dao ni ... ni zai na li de mac??"

bear : "san ba wang road de mac lor"

i was like ~~~ WTF ?!!!! it turn out hj left out the other part of the sms ... its suppose to be sbw mac, the one with drive through ~~ which is nearer to yishun ... haha .. so i had to take another bus down ...

when i reach, its ard 7.15 already ... all 4 of us are there .. there was quite a few ppl waiting ... bear & hj was there for quite long ... there wasnt a single waiter or waitress asking how many paxs etc etc .. service was bad...

so i walked in to the cashier which is all the way at the back and asked the guy, is there a table for 4 ? he immediately pointed out table 12 which the customer just left .. asking me pls wait outside, after we clear the table i'll call you...

so i went out ... after a while, a family came ... they did the same thing as me and went in to ask the guy if there is table.. and guess wad? the guy gave him dat table dat he said was gonna give us !! so furious i went in again ..

this time my frend hj did the toking asking, how come ppl dat come later then us took the table, that guy immediately pointed out anohter table dat's waiting to be cleared n said hold on , once the table is ready u guys can sit,

n guess wad, another family was being lead to the table by another waiter in the store ?~!!!!

totally not systematic at all ?!!

i got realli angry ... we left that place without eating .. on my way out, i kept saying out its a f up place, wont come back here anymore ... in fact, quite alot of ppl queing heard me :p

haha so we went to taste of thailand to eat .. its a thai restraunt in yishun ... 5 years ago, alot of my sec classmates use to work for this restraunt as part time... i was telling my frends .. haha i used to be able to cut que, get staff discount etc etc with all my frends working.. n guess wad?

one of them actually went back to work there after ns ?!!!!

i met my sec frend ... haha chatted abit ... he said i becoming bigger .. LOL ... but its ok i know myself too haha... dats y im swimming now ...

after eating .. walk ard b4 heading home ... reached home .. felt so bored ... remembered shireen wanted the show hotshot(taiwan basketball tv drama) from me ... so i rewatched the show ... its still good ^^ ...

then ... i heard a veri bad news ...

shireen's bf chri's iphone crashed ...

when i heard the news ... the sense of guilt washed all over me ...

i know both shireen n chris are nice ppl ... shireen told me chris does not blame me, its his chioce to jailbreak etc ..

haha but ... im human ... the sense of guilt, will still be there .. after all, it was me who sent him the jailbreak programm...

haha if ur reading this n thinking haiyo dat junying ! tell him dun feel guilty ! h

haha i;ll be fine ^^ ... its good to feel guilty, sad , angry etc once in a while ya know ? makes you feel ur still alive haha ... at least, i knw, im still human hahaa ..

well after a few solutions given by chaorui my buddy, the phone's still not working ...

guess will have to wait for tml n see wad happens ... hope his phone will be fine ...

ps : after i reached home till now, i have not shower .. LOL .. gonna go take a shower n hit the bed ... byes ~~~

cheers ~~~

off & leaves

2009-10-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

wohoo has been clearing off and leaves for the past few weeks ..

am gonna continue to do so till i ord .. cant believe it .. ORD LO!!!!

thinking back abt me posting about my life when i 1st entered ns. time really files without being noticed.. haiz old liao .. gonna be 23 soon ... jialat ...

wo0ts

2009-08-21T00:30:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO went for eprep roadshow today ... its a roadshow n talk conducted for those who is gonna ORD ~~~

have been going on off here n there without deducting my off .. haha kinda magic out the off ... :P

anyway no one bother to check my off record anymore because ~~~ im a ord personnel ~ haha

time flies .... i still remember myself blogging using my laptop 1 year 10 months ago emo-ing dat im gonna get enlisted in national service n now, im less den 2 mths to ord ....

feeling kinda lost now actually .. dunno gonna do wad after ord ... still thinking wad i gonna study ... faster make up my mind !!! n i need a part time job too ...

haiz ,...

n im still waiting for my iphone .. zzz dam singtel they sux

sickly ....

2009-08-13T09:11:00.000+08:00

had high fever yest ... went see doc ... 38.5 ... went home ate medicine tot should be ok ...
ps: i tried to slp early ... slpt till ard 2am woke up.. waseh i was sweating like mad ... my whole pillow n mattress was covered in my sweat la ... went to take a shower .. after dat i felt better ... no more fever le .. haha tot was gonna be fine like the normal fever i have dat will cure within a day ... by 5am i went back slp ... slpt my normal way..half naked, the fan turned to me ... as i was slping .. i felt kinda weird .. never had i gt this kinda bad fever b4 .. i started trembling ... felt like fits ...
trembling .. as if it was too cold ... i had to curl up like a ball to stop the trembling .. couldnt tahan ... went to take my thick thick jacket out to wear ... those kind u wear to genting ... n slpt till morning ... waoh my tempreture flew up again ... 38.7 ... tot of getting a shower to cool myself off ... bad bad bad idea ... after showering i tremble even more... jus drank cereal n ate medicine .. see how later ba... see if need go back see doc anot

boredsz

2009-08-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

haiz im soo sooo sooooo bored can .... lols

doing duty now ...

probably my last duty before i ord ...

haha ord-ing on 23rd of oct .. dats like soo sooon la ...

received email asking me n my frends dat ord around the same time to go for eprep roadshow...

haha .. the time has finallly come !!!

wondering will i bleach my hair again ...

another thing is sickening singtel !! ROAR !!!! i waited 3-4 weeks for my iphone 3gs le can !!!!

still waiting... sigh dunno still need wait how long....

had been thinking recently wat should i study after i ord ... thinking n thinking n thinking..

have no idea man ... business ? soo bored all the modules will be the same .. accounting ? i was good at it last time .. but kinda lost touch liao ... video filming ... im interested in it .. but it does not come alone ? maybe i'll go for marketing ba ... not gonna go into programming no more ... swear on my dead body after my life in poly with 2 fyp doing programming dat i wont touch it no more ....

now its 10 .. think i'll go shower den slp ...

cheers ~~~

finalise pic

2009-05-11T13:48:00.001+08:00

hoho hope she likes this

ivan's edited pic

2009-05-10T03:56:00.002+08:00

pics

2009-05-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

lols the pic eugene did

gush

2009-04-10T20:04:00.004+08:00

i know its been veri long since i last blogged ...

n i gt a feeling that posting here is sort of save ?

i jus need a breathing space to type out wad im feeling n wad im going through now..

i know the relationship between me n them(refering to some of my friends) has been streched.

i knew its gonna snap some time.

out of a sudden when im taking my afternoon nap, i received a sms

one of my better frends(or i reguarded him as good frend) smsed me saying hes gonna leave

guild becos of (shall nt say out his reasons). i cant help but felt depress. not feeling to do anything at alll. as i lay there, i tot of all the different kinds of senarios dat is going to happen when i login.

if you think im childish my frend reading, thinking maple is jus a 2D game etc, i can tell u i know.

but somehow, this game has its restraints on me. i cant explain it. maybe, i knew too many frends dat wad many would say, siao maple. n i know alot of ppl through maple as well. finally

i logined. i opened up guild when i logined. seeing a sinifican decrease in my guild's numbers from 87 b4 i slpt in the afternoon to 75. n something thats shoking me. 4 of my, veri long maple, real life frends left my guild. one of them of cos the the friend i mentioned above. i dunno how 2 explain. a sudden gush of not fury not saddness but jus a gush of feelings overwhelmed me. i went ard asking so ppl who is easier to approagh 1st. hearing a few different storiess. when i login, i say my frend say hi to me in bl. but i knew i was not in any condition to talk to him now. i may explode. i couldnt help but stay mute, starring at a screen, n letting the gush of feeling run through me. instead of cooling down, it got thicker i say ? more compacted more squeezey n not long later, it was going to expolde.

so i toked to them in BL. wanting to know wats happening. abit of relieve when he is the one dat replied me. the one and onli one of all of them dat replied me. giving me his reasons. another gush of feelings flew in now. i knew my defendsive side was coming up going to argue with him on wat he thinks etc. i knew i had to stop myself. i typed a mere ok. my hands were so desprate to continue typing. i do not wan to make matters more serious. i toook my hands off the key board.. as i stared at my lcd screen, how i wish it was the old kind of monitor where by i can jus wack it. the urge of punching stuff was ard me. he continued telling me he does not wanna spoil friendship over guild etc. i see his point. but sry i wasnt able to reply him. i was still starring blanky at the screen. perhaps waiting for the others to reply. but it did not happen. i jus feel dat even a death sentenced criminal knows why is he getting hanged. but me? let it be. suan le. fk it came to my mind. if i cant get a ans, i shall not stay in game. my emotions then was too dangerous. who knows wad will happen somemore. so i jus quit without telling anyone and came here to blog.

i suddenly felt like walking ard. maybe i shall. go take a shower and go out walk ard. i predict it will be a time. a time b4 i will login to dat game once again.

emoing ...

2008-05-08T09:56:00.003+08:00

haiz i noe i haven been bloggging for soo sooo long ....

haiz feeling kan emo now ....

same feeling as when i teminated working contract like dat ...

f3

i woke up at 5++ take cab go kaki bt rd ....

went to kaki bt camp for rover course ....

den the sir there say nt here

zzz ...

i spent 16 bucks cab fare ending up in wrong place ...

felt like bursting ... some how had a feeling its a bad day ....

walked 15min to the drivin center ... also known as kaki bt camp .. diao ...
'

the sir ther say ," how come u didnt come for the breifing on mon?"

i told them i wasnt aware there was a briefin as i was not informed by my superiors ...

i was jus informed to go for rover course on the 8th of may ...

so they ask me sit 1 corner 1st ...

den they tell me cos the attendance was decided on those that went for the breifing ...

shortly ..

they made a speech to the other 40 nsmen taking the course ...

saying," now ... there is 1 extra person here today. he is from "8SAB"(my camp)

i know i have mention to u all on mondays breifing dat if you are not interested in this course, u can back out. there are other people wanting to join."

my face jitao paiseh lor

40 ppl turn look at me

fucked up ...

i walked out of dat lj camp slightly after dat ...

got 1 ahpek ... ok uncle i should say .. when i 1st entered the camp, i asked him for directions ...

think he some big shot ...

den when he see me walk out of the camp he called me back ...

i told him the story lor since he ask ..

so he ask was my name on the original nominal roll ... i say ya ...

he asked me go back to the 40 nsmen ther and wait

i jitao in my heart ... WA LAU KAN PUA PAISEH STILL GO BACK !!!

den bo pian walk back ...

again all looked at me with the eye," wad is he doing back here" kind of look ...

the uncle go argue with the sir there

say my name on the norminal roll so should be in etc ...

i dunno wad to do there sia ..

so i told them i called my unit le and i am suppose to return back to camp and left ...

walked 10mins out ... not even a single bus stop .. so took cab

board a cab

i told the cab driver, nearest mrt ...

wan save money ...

who noes NB costed me $7.50 to reach tampaniess mrt ... jitao emo le ....

still need take mrt all the way back to wld ...

shortly after this post, i need bathe, and book in back to keat hong le ..

sian no more stay out i guess ...

dats life ...

i am leading a suay ji life ....

life is nt fucked up alone ... its fucked up when u are leading a life full of suayness ...

haiz .. realli feel like shouting out loud ...

time to bathe and book in ... act like nth has happened ...

cheers ....

tiring it is ...

2008-02-21T13:02:00.002+08:00

been a tiring week so far ...

joined atec excercise as a umpire ....

was a nice experience ...

get to see tanks running around...

troopers moving in the forest etc ...

but kinda tiring cos worked from mon - thurs morning ...

most sian de is

when always my break, i either cant sleep, or tio woken up ...

i remember tues morning i felt alseep ...

den sir woke me up say changing location ... so have to wake up ...

rover moving ... sianned ...

den another one was thurs early morning

my shift till 2am

damn tired le ...

went slp

by 3 was woken up again ... say excercise over ... go back camp le

DIAO !!!

MY SLP !!!

but some how after i reach back camp, bath and go home , i do nt feel sleepy any more ...

haha

but guess gonna sleep soon after bloging ba ...

i go in camp for 4 days ...

time outside like changed so much without me knowin sia ...

anyway grats all my frends happyness .. ^^ ...

mixtures of feelings ....

2007-12-12T13:08:00.000+08:00

haiz

this few days have been having a mixtures of feelings in me ...

yest was my pop ...

i am happy that i get to leave tekong for good ...

but at the same point, kinda sad ...

as some of u noe, i nt close with my families de ...

so in bunk, i feel more confortable ...

feel more relaxing ...

but, i will never get to stay there again ...

kinda sad ...

kinda emo when i was packing up and doing area cleaning for one last time ...

i realli realli enjoyed my bmt ...

another thing is ...

its my 21st birthday !!!

of cos i am happy i am officially 21 ...

many frends remembered it as well ...

so happy to receive their sms ....

thanks u all ...

but a bit sad dat some closer and old frends did not remember ....

this mixture of feelings makes me kan sian ...

dunno wad to do ...

bunk outing ...

suddenly become i organise ...

kinda feel like jus flying them kite and slp for the rest of my birthday ...

haiz ....

heyz

2007-04-12T15:48:00.000+08:00

woot so long no blog le ..

ever since collected fyp grades till now no post liaoz ...

time flies man ...

so fast few weeks flew passed ...

within tis few weeks , so much has happened ...

let me think, celebrated vc' birthday, outing to the zoo, farewell party for gjp, sending gjp off, went east coast to cycle etc ...

haiz ... receieved my enlistment date few days ago ...

going pulau tekong on the 26th of oct ...

long way more to go man ...

abt 1/2 a year ...

sian ...

well cant possibly slack through tis 1/2 year .. gonn look for a job ...

currently doin a website .. but due to lack of information has been put on hold ...

sian ....

wastin my time watchin korean drama and playing games, watching movies with the gals and sleeping ...

hahaz ..

dats for all now ...

having chalet tis coming mon to wed ...

see ya all there ...

cheers ...

haiz

2007-03-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz .. haven been blogging for a really long time …

Will blog on cny soon …

Feel very sadded now …

Fyp grades were published …

I jus got a c+ …

Dats all …

Was kinda hoping for a B and above as I did all the codings for the team …

My teammate meiwei got a c … the other one is unknown ….

Haiz …

When I used to be a slacker, I have seen much of this things …

Haiz wad to do …

This sem I did lots of stuff …

Finished my fyp1 rework codings and fyp2 codings all by myself and with my friends teaching me …
Was not an easy thing as I did not study or rather skipped web application lessons …

Had friend teaching me at night …

Was in sch library everyday …

Stayed in school to 10 everyday …

Sometimes even till 11 until the security chases me out …

Comparing to last sem which I did nothing …

Being a slacker myself in the past, I know these things are common …

People do not get credit for what they did and people gets credit for doing nothing …

This is the world we live in …

But being on the side where I do not get credit for what I did makes me feel unhappy …

Haha …

Wadever … I can graduate is enough for me …

Was thinking of going to ask my supervisor about it …
But come to think of it …

Wads the point …

Its over …

Anyway I did not plan to go uni in the 1st place …

emo-ing

2007-02-13T02:17:00.000+08:00

yes again i am emo-ing ...

as i was walking out of school, sudden emptyness strucks me ...

although i will still go back a few more times, but still feels empty ...

how time flies ...

haiz ...

the end of this chapter leads to the start of another chapter ...

but wad awaits me there is a mistory ..

is it go0d or bad ?

stay tune !!

LOL

crapping here ....

hha ..

mata ??

2007-02-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

Haiz wad a day..

Yesterday went to Dorcas’s 21st birthday party…

A lot of my friends are celebrating their 21st birthday…

Can I ??

Tink I will spend my 21st birthday inside ns …

Sad ….

Jus now I went for dinner …

Walked past the same basketball court …

Saw the same grp of Malays playing soccer, bullying the small again …

This can only mean one thing, the mata did not come the other day …

This is wad the so called Singapore law enforcers does to ensure law ?? letting kids be bullied over and over again ???

This time, when I see them, I saw them surrounding a few kids …

I took a closer look, there is a kid laying on the floor crying…

His older siblings are there with him …

As I know there is nothing I can do about it as well, I went ahead to have my dinner …

When I return home, I saw the kid’s mum trying to reason with them …

Those Malays do not care …

They were even talking at a loud tone towards the mum …

In my heart , I think there is no need to reason with them… the mum can just call the police .. as some one is hurt this time, I believe and hope the mata will do something about it…

Haiz …

If last time de me, think I will as my group to go there settle with them le …

So sometimes hor, hate to admit by gangs are better lor …

More efficient …

Haha …

friends

2007-02-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

Really hate to think now a day. Whenever I think, I will feel emo. If I am thinking of fyp those stuff, of cause it’s alright. The stuff I am thinking about is human nature. A really scary topic. Although I do not agree with it, but I think it is seriously true. Humans make friends to make use of them. I mean there may be friends, but are they true friends? What are the definitions of a true friend? Have anyone wondered about all these stuff? Sometimes, people take advantage of their friends. The closer they are, the more they take their friends for granted. Sad. Have been through a lot of this despite I did not say it out. Feel kinda sad that this world is in this state. When reading my blog, people will think I am wrong to think in this way. Am I wrong? The most simple example, if your classmate, not your close friend ask for your help in something, naturally you will help them 1st. but if the person is a close friend, there is a tendency that you will ask your friend to hold on for a while and will help them later. Haiz... How sad. Like when meeting friends that are not so close, one tend to be more punctual. Do not wish to be late. But when one is meeting close friend, they will be late etc. I am also kinda sick of waiting for my friends man. Always slow in doing stuff. Then when something happens, they point the finger at me saying why I did not stop it from happening etc. what the hell man. The things happen because you all ARE TOO SLOW!!!!!!! Damn. Pissed me off. Sick of hearing such stupid brainless sentence man. Please kindly use your brain to think man. It will benefit many people in this way. On the other hand, some people keeps everything to themselves so that they will not harm the friendship of them and their friends. Haiz what can I say. Although I myself do not practice this, but it is appropriate to let your friends know what you are thinking instead of keeping to yourself man. Inter-personal relationship. I think it is the most important factor in life. Whether its work or personal life. I dare to say i have good inter-personal relationship skills. Take my school for example. Although I dislike a few guys, but, I maintain friendship with them. I feel so bastard doing so. Who knows when will I need their help? I believe that it’s better to make more friends that enemy. FRIENDS. WHAT ARE THEY??? So much have happened in the past weeks. Time flies. Monday will be the official last day of school. Haiz… starting to miss lots of things already. Really thanks to all my facilitators for the treats. I will not be uploading any pictures. Lazy to do it. Or rather after writing the above part, getting to emo already. Going to watch some funny shows to balance up a bit.

right or wrong ???

2007-02-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

haha ...

perhaps is i to0 bored recently

had dinner with my frend at vista point

den was walkin with my frend

as we passed by the playground, we saw 2 groups of kids playing basketball. each take half of the court

then there is this big group of malays standing there

my frend told me to take a sit there to slack

he wants to see what those malay will do

so i agreed and sat down

was lo0king at the people playing basketball

both groups are only primary school kids

those malays are all secondary sch drop outs and some already in ns

i noe cos i use to hang ard with some of them 5-7 years ago

the malays did ot bother about the kids there

they continued to play soccer there dispite there are 5 signs of no soccer on the basketball court

they are tipical malays

likes to ram the ball

many times it hit those small kids

i was really bua song with them liaoz ( no happy )

frend ask me wan make report anot

i told him later

see how it goes

den saw a sorry to say but fu@king malay guy

he wants to take a shot at goal

the boy playing basketball was in his way

he simply push the boy aside

wth man

den those playing basketball got gals also lo

the gals also got hit by the ball many times

so, walked away with my frend

lo0ked for public phone

when found, i was hesitating to call or not to call as i do know some of the malays and they used to hang ard with me

my frend didnt dare to call

so i picked up the phone and called

a indian mata picked up the phone

i told him the incident

he asked me if i want to make a report and i told him ya

didnt use my real name

jus fake one name out for him

asked if i am going to meet up with the police there

told him i will not be

asked want do i wan the polices to do

i told him to give the malay people a warning lo .

and hang up ...

when back to the park

sat there for about 30 mins

did not see any cops

so went home

realli hope they turn up ..

at least give them a warning also go0d

haiz

is it right to call or not ...

think i was bais against those malays also

long story y i dislike them

but i feel it was a right ting to do

haiz

2007-02-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

haiz ...

graduating soon le ...

kinda start missing the good times i spent in school liaoz ...

the times we play ps2 in class ...

the times we play soccer ...

the times we hang out together ...

the times we pon school to go play majong ...

the times we go kbox ...

the times we go for chalets ...

all these are go0d memories ...

haiz ...

soon all these will not happen again ...

ending of a chapter ...

i do not know what awaits us in the new chapter ...

but hope it will be a go0d one ...

although i always say i was cheated my lecturers to join RP ..

i was a SP student ...

but think about it ...

i do not regret coming to RP ..

because in RP, i made lots and lots of frends and enjoyed my time ...

no garantees SP will be as go0d ...

wadever it is ... no use thinking about it as i have lived past these 3 years ...

suddenly feel very empty ...

haiz ...

the human nature ...

when rushing fyp, was hoping to graduate soon ...

but now going to graduate, i hope to be back to the times i was rushing fyp ...

cos i wont feel empty ...

no time to think ...

now lots of time to think ...

haahz ...

10th of march is a gathering at RP ...

must pay 5 bucks ... dunno wan go anot ...

den 13th of march is our graduation ...

where by we get our cert ...

wo0t ...

time flies ...

to0 fast ...

cant catch our breathes ...

LOL ...

kk stop emo-ing liaoz ...

go play some games liaoz ...

cheers ...

boreds ..

2007-02-01T15:08:00.000+08:00

for nth ...

came to sch ...

bored ...

nth to do ...

rotting liaoz ...

hope i can know when i enlist ns so can decide to look for a job anot ...

bored till death ..

took lots of pics ..

pics at sentosa ...

pics at pizza hut ...

but jus purely lazy 2 upload ...

ahah sry ...

ITS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

wo0t ...

fyp finally over le ..

was super happy ...

today, i went to school at ard 12 ...

was not to0 stressed ...

but as time ticks closer and closer to 4,

my heart gets heavier and heaviers ...

got realli nervious ...

but when i saw the evaluators walk in,

all the nerviousness was driven out of my mind ...

once the ppt hit the screen, i started presenting ...

went on and on ...

den went to my website ...

explained each functions clearly ...

wat every single button does ...

my teammate zheng wei presented booking of timeslot ...

meiwei presented bulletinboard ...

the rest all i presented ...

when i finished presenting, i peeped at my hp and was shocked it was 4.48 already ...

how time flies when i am concentrating ...

didnt even know 35 mins have jus passed ...

it was like jus 2 mins ago when i started introducing ourselves ...

as i reached the end of my ppt, the nerviousness came back ...

was thinking ...

oh shit ... now they will start questioning me on codes le ... jialat ...

den, the 1st question came ...

they asked about the context diagram ..

as zheng wei did it or dunno copied from where, he tried to explain ...

then when zheng wei finished, they asked us is tat all ??

i said ya .. do you want to look at my codings?

the two evaluators looked at each other, wispered and said nope dats all ... you can go ...

at that moment my brains went blank ...

felt super high tio ...

could not use words to express how i felt ...

immediately thanks them and pull out my laptop from the projector ...

was asking myself .. it is true ??!!! so easy ??!!!

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after dat, waited for eric, sean and gene ...

den walked to cwp to join shireen and jayne to have dinner at pizza hut ...

was realli nice ...

10 bucks each onli ...

have a drink, 2 galic bread, a soup and 2 pizza ...

after dat jayne rushed off ..

sean say sick .. also went off ..

den reen, gene, ric and i walked around lo0king for presents for gjp ...

got a few options ...

nice ...

well dats all for now ...

oh oh

almost for got ...

wed i went to sentosa with them ...

was realli fun ...

gonna upload the pics in the next coming post ...

cya ...

BIA !!

2007-01-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

tomorrow submitting fyp le ...

today sun .. i also in sch ... lolz ... sadness

waiting for my teammates now ...

gonna go through the report he did ...

after tomorrow submit , must start doing ppt le ...

fri presenting ...

finishing soon ... BIA !!

wo0t

2007-01-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

7 more days !!!

BIA !!!

THE END IS NEAR !!

2007-01-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

wo0t i am seeing the finishing line !!

but got 2 big stones tied to my legs

its slowing me down

no choice

they want repeat 1 semester i dun want

so i gonna make my site nicer, do the report for the final rush

THE END IS NEAR !!!

ITS OVER ?!!!!

2007-01-17T11:08:00.000+08:00

FINALLY !!!

FYP 1 REWORK THROWN OFF MY BACK !!!

song ...

very happy now ...

think i pass with the pass grade they can give me C.

sianz

2007-01-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

feel so sadded now sia ...

at the start of this sem, i had 3 big stones ...

last sat the 13th of jan i threw one down ...

passing my pp ...

left with 2 more stones ...

my fyp rework was submitted on 5th of jan ...

i have to submit my fyp2 next mon ...

den i suddenly received 2 email ...

1st one stating my fyp rework presentation is tomorrow ??!!!

was shocked ...

was onli given a one day noticed ??

den the 2nd emial was my fyp2 presentation is on the 26th of jan ??!!

ANOTHER 10 MORE DAYS !!!

this will be the final lap ...

though i damn tired ...

but, after this 10 days, i will be able to resume my usual self of slacking ...

and if my fyp2 teammate you are reading this ...

NO I AM NOT GONNA HELP U WITH THE REPORT ...

WHEN I DID CODINGS U GO ENJOY URSELF ...

NOW U DO DOCUMENTATION U WAN ME TO MEET UP WITH U ??

PUI !!!

hoW i Felt

2007-01-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

How I feel ..

Well think I told one of my frend b4 abt wad I think …

To me, I seriously believe people have 2 personallity …

But its not like split personality …

Its like the most normal example …

The behavior of that particular person with and without the company of others …

One can see there is a significant difference ….

I did not read tis from anywhere hor … jus was in my thoughts since young after all I have gone throught .

Like the most simple example …

I use myself as example … I have a frend called clement …

When we are outside with other friends, we will suay each other …

But when there is no others, when maybe I go his hse do project or the other way round,

We do not suay each other …
Jus a very normal conversation throughout …

Why is that so ?? not only clement, I noticed this for many other people including me as well …

Those with more serious case are what we known as attention seekers …

But what about the others ???

To what I think, each and everyone has a 2nd personality …

Tis 2nd personality is created by the subconscious to protect the person …

Jus like when people suffer from bad experience they may tend to forget …

This is because they cant take the truth … so their subconscious locked up the information …

I believe in this world there are 2 kinds of people …

This one I dunno heard from where de ..

1st time is to change according to the world ..

The 2nd time is those that want to change the world to suit them …

I find this extremely true …
To most of the people, those that change according to the world or trend, maybe now we see mp3 as the “in” thing … we were believe it’s normal to use only mp3 ..

But to the 2nd type of people, if they believe discman is go0d they will not change with the world …

They will be regarded as weirdos ..

Sad to say la ..

Lucky for me …

I dunno y …

Maybe cos I understand this logic …

I am blessed with a ability from young …

A ability to know a person’s personality jus by the lo0ks … even if I saw the person only once before ..

Its most likely enough …

But, sometimes I may misjudge …

Cos of the 2nd personality …

Meaning wad I see in that person may be false …
Hhaa … chimilolagy rite …

Explained to my frend for a few hours he also cant understand lo …

Till ending he say agar agar he got it …

Haha …

Most of time time for me personally, i have a idea of who and how is the person like based on my feelings … den I try to make frend with the person …

Which works most of the time …

U noe, often wad happens is after I know the person better, I tend to think … hmm may be I was wrong …

But after a while when I get closer … I knew without a doubt I was not wrong at the start …

It was jus the person’s 2nd personality and me myself wanting to believe the person is like dat that mislead me …

Perhaps dats y I sometimes take extreme measures …

Like I told my frend b4 … in fact many of them …

Dun let anyone or anything be classified as black listed …

It will be in my mind forever .. haha …

Jus find it funny …

U noe science proves humans to be an animal that is the most able to adapt to environmental changes …

But to what I think, no matter how humans change, tis personality thing I mentioned will never change …

So did we change to start with ??!!

Muahaha …

I will one day unsolved tis issue that is in my mind …

Graduating soon …

U noe wad tat means??

Well I dunno about you but for me, it means a end of a chapter …

And a beginning of a whole new chapter …

New friends , new environment …

As the old group splits up …
Each having to go their own separate ways …

Well what I like to say …

Well dats life …

Haha …

Face it …

SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!!

2007-01-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

haa ...

SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!! is the most strongest jutsu in this world ...

whoever fals into this jutsu will be in deep trouble ...

i have fallen into it ...

28 dec 2006 - a series of suayness no kage jutsu

was suppose to have my NS medical check at 1 pm ...
so i got up at 9 ...
went for a hair cut ...
the weather was go0d ... shinie ...
when into the baber ...
told her "cut abit shorter, layer"
she said ok ...
suddenly i saw the sessiors going towards my hair and a few mins later my hari became super short... my front part until forehead onli lo ...
sadded ...
paid money...
went for breakfast ...
jus as i was about to step out of the complex it suddenly rained ...
was drenched walking home ...
sadded ...
bathe the moment i reach home ...
was 10+ close to 11 onli ...
to0k out my NS form ...
read what i needed to bring ...
they wan health booklet !!
i lost my in sec 2 ...
called my frend to ask ....
he say dun have will get scolded badly ...
sadded ...left hse at 11.30...
missed the bus ...
sadded ...reached causeway point...
den it occured to me dat if the allow slippers ...
called my frend again ...
say cant wear slippers ...
sadded ...went cwp buy a pair of shoes ...
i only have $30 with me at that moment ...
spent $20 on shoe ...
sadded ...to0k train to red hill ...
asked the train station person ...
told to take bus 145 ...
boarded the bus ... asked bus driver " uncle got go past cmpb?"
he say got ...
btw cmpb is the place for medical checkups...
the bus driver say reach le will tell me to alight ...
t0ok for very long ...
i lo0ked at my time ...
WA i boarded the bus at 12.45 and the time is 1.30 liaoz ...
called my frend to ask ...
she say most likely overshot liao...
den i lo0ked ard and saw "CHINATOWN MRT"!!!
i ask the uncle again and he say he forgot ...
ask me alight and change to bus 195 ...
sadded ...was close to 1.45 liaox ...
boarded 195 ...
told uncle to tell me when reach ...
he say 0k ...
den he forgot as well and i overshot again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was gonna explode with diu lanness liao ...
it was 2.10 liao lo ...
sadded ...i got off the stupid bus ...
called CMPB hotline ...
told the person my senario ...
asked her if i have to make a new appointment or can still go down as i am late for 2 hours liaoz ...
she say my appointment at 1 will last till 4 ...
so can go ...
so i went ...
this time i did not sit down on the bus ...
i jus stood beside the bus driver ..
haha scare he forget again ...
got off at the correct bus stop ...
but it was raining heavily ...
so heavy dat i cant see who is at the other bus stop also lo ...
no shleter ...
have to walk about 300 m ??
sadded ...so no choice ...
to0k cab in ...
den after i alighted i decleared broked .. no more money for dat day liaoz ...
was telling myself ... nvm jus get this medical done and over with ...
den walked in ...
den the recep tell me cant do the medical liao ... its 2.30 ...
closed ... have to make new appointment ...
sadded ...i told her about the hotline ... she say got error ...
so i jus made an appointment date den walked out ...
as i was walking towards the entrance, the rain subsidded ... became very mild onli ...
but as i was walking back to the bus stop it started pouring again !!!
sadded ...was drenched ...
to0k bus to Queentown mrt den to0k train home ...

haiz ...

den to block the SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!!, i stayed at home till the next day ... haha ...

found out have fyp1 rework meeting ...
sadded ...
got woken up by my teammate ...
bathe and wanted to go sch ...
meeting is at 10 ...
i was out at 9.45 ...
i did not have ez link card, coins .. jus a $10 note ..
so no chioce but to take cab ...
sadded ...waited for cab ...
all the way till 10.30 ...
no single cab insight ...
no choice but to call cab ...
sadded ...
haix ...

den it was all the way rushiing fyp rework codings till today ...
was abit pissed off ...
i was the onli one doing the codes ...
if there is evaluation in rework, i think i will disagree them ...
lolz ..
cos its like when my codes got error cant work , it seems it does not affect them ...
den from time to time got cheek ask me hows the codes? finished ?
felt like scolding vagarities sometimes ...

thurs was stressed out ... 1 more day to go ... coding still cant ... rushed coding in sch till 11pm ...
went home continue to rush codings ... all the way till 4am ... den woke up at 6.45 .. cos i got medical at 8 ... after dat take cab to sch rush report den submit ...

but i noe .. dats life ...

same thing for my fyp2 ...
finished my part liao ...
like the codes i am supose to do ...
we splited the modules at oct ...
i to0k 6 or 7 modules ...
the others to0k 3 modules each ...
i finished all 7 of my modules le ...
but they haven even started ??!!!!
2 more weeks onli lo ...
den if dun help them later i get affected also ...
so bo bian have to help them ...
Fu@k up ...

same ting got cheek say y i to0k so long to do my edit profile page ..
CHEESEBUN!!!!

got PES C for medical ... cos of my ankle ...
hope dun need go combat ...
cos pes C some grp no combat de ...
haha ....

but i would like to say ... although i have met alot of oppstcales ...

i thank all my frends for your help ....

eric, vik, fang ru, siew ting, jarus etc for helping me out with the codes ....

shireen, hwee wun, my sister etc for encouraging along the way ....

FRIENDS !! UR THE MOST IMPROTANT THING TO ME !!! WITHOUT U ?!! I WILL DIE !!!
WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WITHSTAND THE SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!! WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FINISH MY CODING IN TIME ... THANKS ...

1st post of the year ...

2007-01-01T12:28:00.000+08:00
Well well well …

Tis is my 1st post of the new year man ….

Time really flies …

I remember clearly in my head when I wrote the 1st post of 2006 when I was still using friendster blog …

As time flies …

I find that I have changed a lot …

And I really mean a lot …

In the past, when I was in sec sch,

It seems I did a lot of nonsense …

Playing truant, disturbing prefects, fighting with the express stream students ,

after that era, a new era came …

I started gambling …. Smoking … gaming … and drinking …

At that moment , tod dat was life …

Everyday jus lo0k at odds, gamble was all I did …

Was addicted to it …

It was until when I hit the recoil den did I stop …

I lost about 2k …

At that moment …

I knew clearly I have to stop …

I know my families will not help me financially …

So, when I was in sec 4, I started working …

But, although I stopped gambling ,

My another form of wasting money did not stop …

Every night , I will go to lan shops with my frends ..

Play from 6 pm till 1 am …

We also played pool …

Sometimes bowling …

Money was pouring out of my pocket …

The only good thing I had was weekly soccer games …

Which until now I still have once a while as my frends have entered ns ….

After I joined poly …

I began to drift further from my frends …

I made new frends …

And my life changes again …

At 1st , it was abt being “on”

We brought game consoles to class almost everyday ….

Turned the class to something like a arcade … haha …

Going kbox for k lunch …
Den as I advanced to year 2,

My life changed again …

My whole life was about 2 things …

Majong and dota …

Dats what I do everyday ….

And finally now …

Poly year 3 …

I feel that for once , I have changed for the better …

Now, although I still play games “ who dun ?” I still drink once a while, buys $1 toto every week which I think cant be considered as gambling … still craves for majong and kbox …

But …

I am changed …

In the past,

Whenever there is a countdown,

I will be in town area hanging ard …

But surprisingly , this year I stayed at home doing PROJECT ???!!!!

I no longer feel the urge to go town and hang ard for countdown …

In fact, I am concentrating more on my projects now …

So many things have changed …

Why did I change so many times in a short period of 5-6 years ??

Well …

Actually deep inside of myself ,

I noe the answer …

It is because I am a person that is anything …

Erm how to put it …

I am fine doing anything …

As long as I am with my frends …

So in another words, its you my frends that influence me …

I am not saying I made bad frends in the past …

But perhaps I am jus too easily influenced …

To me , doing anything is fine … so as long as I have my frends …

I remember I used to steal ..

Never once was I caught …

But on a day at admiralty mrt … I stole a erm I forgot wad and made a run for it …

After running a distance,

I turned ard and did not see my 2 frend …

So worried ,

I went back to check if they are ok and got caught …

The guy wanted to call the cops …
When he was not noticing, I ran away again …

Haha it was kinda stupid but exciting …

I also know y am I being so easily influenced by my frends ..

Its because of my family …

As some ofmy close frends know,

I hate the family I am in …

And some of my frends know,

I made a promise to myself that I will leave this family asap …

I feel that although we are a family …

There is no one I could talk to …

No one I can approach when I am in need of help …

Felt so helpless at home …

Both my parents think for themselves only …

Treats me and my 3 sisters like dirt …

Lucky for us we had our grandma with us …

She to0k care of us since birth till last aug …

If I were to stay in this family,

It would be for her …

But now without her …

When I am financially independed and after my ns ..

I will damn well move out …

In fact in the past ,

I have tods of going overseas and stay there for go0d …

Haiz … jus hate this family to the core …

Too many stuff to write if I were to write y I had them …

So I am not going to write …

Some of my frends may noe y …

Those who dun …

If wan can come ask me …

Or like a few of my frends …

Come try to physco me to no hate my family …

Haha …

It’s a new year and my 1st blog post I so emo ?!!

Sry I was being emo …

Jus letting it out …

Thanks for reading … lolz …

But frends reading this … I wan you to know, once frend , forever a frend ya …

2006-12-26T13:44:00.000+08:00
well wad a week it had been ...

thurs  went yuki yaki with the gang ...

shireen, jayne , sean, eric , gene, gerge and ivan ...

too many of us .. hve to split to 2 tables ...

was nice ... after dat we had ice cream buffet ...

was nice ...

we mixed 7 favours ... super yuckie ...

so, i tried adding it to soft drinks ...

like float ...

covered the yuckie taste ...

realli nice ...

den we played five ten ...

gerge, eric, sean and me ...

sean was the next player after me ...

poor him to be after me ...

our forfiet was to put our hands into the ice metal plate we used to make our ice cream ...

1st timers is 5 sec .. 2nd time is 10 sec .. 3rd time is 30 sec .. 4th time is 1 min .. den 1.30 min and lasty 2min .. if hit 2 min the thing restart ...

poor sean went to rounds of it ... hit 2 min twice ...

haha ...

after dat went seprate groups ...

shireen and jayne went raffles place to handle some stuff ...

sean dunno go where ... lol ...

den the rest of us go shopping den meet desmond at cine ...

the rest all met us up there as well ...

watched night at the musieum ...

the show was so fully packed that we did not have a chioce but to take the 10 pm slot ...

while waiting i brought them to the preview lounge to slack ...

den after a while the gals went shopping den the guys played lan ...

den all went back preview lounge to have gift exchange ...

got a cars clock ...

and a soccerball from shireen ...

den go in to the theater ...

was a realli go0d movie ...

after dat it was 12 already ...

most of them wanna go home ...

desmond called his dad to pick him up ...

gave jayne and reen a ride home ...

poor ivan didnt noe wad to do ..

so i told him to check if he stiff got bus ... if not come back find us see how it goes ...

lucky him .. got bus home ...

but also go0d la ...

cos left eric, geroge and gene and me ...

if we share cab ivan like odd one out ...

heng lo ...

we watched curse of the golden flower ...

till 3 am ...

den the 4 of us went shaw hse ...

played poker at mac there ...

den ard 4++ we ate breakfast ...

stupid weather ...

started raining heavily went we eating hotcakes ...

haha ...

after dat we waited till 6++ for 1st train ...

den go home ...

erm some how i cant remember wad i did on fri ...

memories jus gone ...

trying veri hard to remember ...

but jus cant ...

super funny ....

sat went frends hse help out ...

she getting married ...

den sun her actual wedding ...

quite cool

as in i get to see something i never see before ...

the tradition of malay cultural wedding ...

the gift exchange of both sides etc ...

den went watch night at the musiem again with frend ...

to me ...

i think

no matter how many times i watch i will still like the show ...

its realli go0d ...

den mon yesterday i went to expo ...

went for service ...

with jayne , shireen and desmond ...

was nice ...

loved the candles ...

they gave every one a candle ..

lighted it up ..

offed the lights ...

was sooo nice ...

haa ...

after dat go carnival ...

had bugers ...

played some games ...

won a monkey ...

haha jayne took it ...

den at 3 rushed down to my aunt's place ...

had lunch and dinner there ...

played some silly games with my cousin ...

hes going to be pri 1 liaoz ...

had gift exchange as well ...

i go a tower with a small bear ...

kinda cute but dun suit me lor ...

and a orange shirt from my 3 aunties ...

lol

wwell dats all for now ...

CHALETS AND OUTINGS ALL TOGETHER...... JUS PICS ..

2006-12-15T10:48:00.000+08:00

8 more min !!

2006-12-11T23:48:00.000+08:00
ard 8 more mins to my birthday ..

2 decades of my life passing by real soon ..

how many more decades will i see ???

hmm

who cares ...

enjoyed

2006-12-10T00:21:00.000+08:00
wo0t ..

super tiredz ...

had bbq ...

with my sec frends and relatives ...

really thank them for coming ...

enjoyed myself ...

when it was ard 5+ i was super sadded when i rained haevily ...

thanks god that the rain stopped at 6 ++

thanks again to those who came ...

realli appreaciated my auntie ...

she knew i loved to eat their blueberry cheese tarts ..

last week she wanted to make for me ...

climbed up the ladder to take the tray ...

she fell and knocked her head against the wall ...

didnt noe it until today ...

felt so touched ...

really gratful for what she had done ...

although i felt abit bad that she got injured because of me ...

my birthday cake was superior ...

the best one i ever had in my pass 20 years ...

y ??

becos its hand made from my aunties as well ...

cheese cake ...

super  ...

realli appreciated what they have done ...

gonna bring the blueberry cheese tarts to my chalet to let the others try ...

gonna have a wonderful chalet thanks partly to my aunties for baking me so much tarts & cookies

my dad for buying so much food and cooking the bee hoon ..

my mum for preparing the stuff ..

and lastly , u my frend ...

eric, shireen, jayne and the rest ...

all of you ...

ur the best !!!

without u guys i dun think we are gonna have a chalet ...

so i have decided ...

no matter wad u all are planning to do,

no matter how u all wanna sabo me ...

i'm all ready ...

actually ..

since kinegarden,

i  always envy those kids that celebrated birthday's in school ...

my is in dec ..

so i cant celebrate in sch as its sch holiday ...

but things changed when i entered sec 3 ....

a miricale happened to me ...

from dat year onwards,

every birthday of my ,

i will surely have chalets to attend or i open chalets ...

except for last year when i went Kbox instead of chalet ..

dats good as well ...

hope this continues ...

although ..

this year ...

my grandma is no longer ard ...

and i miss having her in my birthday party with all my relatives ...

we always have such big parties where by all the relatives gather and we sit down have a meal together ....

this year .. she's gone ...

kinda felt something not rights ...

well dats life ...

AND I AM SERIOUSLY ANGRY WITH MY 3RD SISTER !!

she was the one dat told everyone about the bbq ...

YET SHE NEVER TURN UP NOR PICK UP HER DAMN PHONE ...

I NOE U WILL READ MY BLOG ..

I AM PISSED ...

GONNA POUR TOM YUM SOUP ON U WHEN U GET HOME ...

U CAN RUN ...

BUT U CANT HIDE FOREVER !!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHA ...

haha dats abit too ee ...

jus joking ...

but indeed i am not happy about it ...

u noe wads the funny thing ???

when my sis have bbq,

i do all the manual job ...

set up pit ...

carry stuff ...

when its my birthday bbq,

I STILL HAVE TO DO THESE STUFF ?!!! LOLZ ...

PP !!!

2006-12-07T02:26:00.000+08:00
I am super happy now !!!

Its because I finally threw one of the big rocks in my heart away …

I HAVE COMPLETED MY PROFESSIONAL PROFILIING !!

Haha .. super happy ..

With pp and ce out of the way, its jus leaves me with my fyp2 and fyp1rework …

I feel that if I set my mind to do something, I can really do it …

Thinking back, was really stupid to drag the pp for so long …
Could have done it in year 1 but too me till year 3 ending b4 completing …

Altogether, it took me jus less den 2 hours to complete this report and interview …

½ hour at the interview ….

And 1 hour on report …

So easy !!!

Gonna enjoy my chalet den think about fyp …

For the 1st time in my life, I ate long john silver combo 1 and felt soo full that I nearly puked …

Yup u did not hear me wrong …

A big guy like me full with jus long john silver combo 1 ???!!!

IMPOSSIBLE !!

But its true …

Thinking that combo 1 is not fulling, I added a piece of chicken and upsized it …

But, the staff gave me a wrong set …

She gave me combo 2 with addition chicken and upsize for the worth of combo 1 !!!!
I bought combo one for shireen together …
She also was given combo 2 for the price of combo 1 !!
But poor eric … que behind me .. bought combo 2 ..

Haha .. same stuff we are eating but different price …

So, I had 3 piece of chicken and a fish on my plate …

Wo0t …

Haha

Ya … my birthday’s jus around the corner …

Made a new pair of specs .. hehe …

stressed ..

2006-11-29T14:30:00.000+08:00
o0 wondered y i so long no post ??

it is actually because of a few different factors combining together.

the 1st factor is PP summision is extremely near...

have to summit by 15th of dec and i have not started ??!!!

omg !!!!

the next one ...

as most of you know, i am doing my fyp1 rework ...

until now haven meet up with the facilitator which happens to be my mentor whom i have not met b4 ...

suddenly she e-mail us saying want to meet us on the 6th of dec to see our codes !!!!!!!!!!

stunned ...

so gonna finally have a real fyp1rework meeting tomorrow to start on it ...

the 3rd factor ...

fyp2 !!!

another killer ...

all of you know i suxs in codings ...

luckily for me,

i have a good friend whom i know for many years willing to help me ...

felt so ^*&^

the above is not vagarities hoor ...

jus dat i dunno how 2 explain ...

gonna give him a big treat after everythings over ...

fyp2 i jus finished creating my database ...

given a timeline by my supervisor ..

she wants to see 70% of our whole project done !!!!

BY NEXT THURSDAY !!!

rushing ....

gonna depend greatly on my frend ...

and lastly the most important factor ...

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING !!!!!

haviing a chalet with shireen, jayne, eric, eugene,sean, liping,vc hmmm did i leave out any names??

nvm ...

but my sis big mouth ...

go tell my relatives i wanna hold a bbq on the 9th of dec ...

dun feel like calling people to go lo ...

jus a few of my sec frends ...

and my relatives ...

all those reading this , if u all wan u all also can come ...

all are welcome ..

jus dat i am lazy and no mood go ask ppl one by one ...

got poker and majong if u all want ....

haha ....

den 10th - 11th will be the chalet liaoz ...

muahahah ...

well gonna go back to study le ...

lo dun say i never study de hor !!1

haha i got de ...

jus very rare nia ...

got UT later ....

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2006-11-10T15:31:00.000+08:00
heyz

after 3 years in RP ...

why didnt i know of this method ...

it works man ...

cool ...

new way of getting an A grade for your lessons man ...

jus follow what i write here and most likely you will get A too !!!!!

so this is how it happened ...

i got this fac who loves to be sacastic ...

i mean all fac does ...

so i have a bombing session with him ...

siting oppsite each other, we start shooting each other with sacastic stuff ...

our conversation got the whole class attention ...

never back down from a confrontation with a facilitator !!!

i held on ...

he kept bombing me ...

out of a sudden,

from no where,

i pointed a middle finger at hiM! !!!

to add on, i mentioned the "F@@@K U" word together with the finger ...

whole class was shocked ...

a second later, i was in daze too ...

didnt know why , when and how did that came out !!

in my mind i was thinking OMG NO A AGAIN !!!

because i was unhappy with this particular fac for the past few weeks for not giving me A which i deserved ...

i stared at the fac in daze ...

he stared back at me with disbelieve...

the whole class stunned for a sec and bursted into laugher and even clappings their hands ...

the fac gave a evil grin on his face, turned away and said " NO SWEARING PLS "

i was still in dazed for a few mins ...

after a while , he mentioned something about me again and the F word came out again !!!

jus that the finger did not came out ...

i bursted into laugher myself and apologised to the fac immediately as he looked stunned again ...

hiaz ...

a lepard or a tiger never changes his strips or spots ...

guess thats quite true ...

though i was trying to kick the habit of speaking vagarities,

its still in me ...

it was in me for many years ...

but i will keep tryin ...

so my frends ...

good luck ...

try it out on your facilitators ...

and see if your A comes ...

till death do us part ..

2006-11-01T15:47:00.000+08:00
hey hey hey my video is up on youtube manz ...

going for completetion with it ....

cool rite ... muahaha ...

VIVO CITY !!

2006-11-01T14:54:00.000+08:00
WELL ...

after school, went vivo city with shireen, jayne and eric ....

think reached there around 5+ close to 6 ...

basically me and eric was jus following the 2 gals as they shop ..

haha ...

but when we finally gets to shop in a computer shop ...

jayne RUSH US ??!!!

haha ...

shop by shop we went ...

photos we took ...

and i made up a small stupid comic strip on the seprated photos of eric ...

muahaha dunno u all can see clearly anot ...

well we took so many pics ...

gonna upload a few ....

muahaha look at jayne's new helmet .. lolz ...

ALL OF US ARE ON TV !!!

they look blur hor ?

hey isit dat me ?

oie jayne where u going ?

whitchie ...

toy flowers ...

this is the spokeperson for toysrus

talk to my hand !!

o0 eirc likes roses too ...

now i understand ... eric likes teddy bears ....

pony !!

pony !!

cute elmo ... but jayne spoilt the pic .. lol ... haha

shireen with a big head !!

hey its me with a stupid mask !!

tats all ...

something i have been thinking

2006-10-27T20:52:00.000+08:00
Well … I find something very funny.

Had been thinking about this issue ….

Even had an argument with my dad over it …

Its actually over the women whose husband committed suicide at chinesegarden mrt.

Its like I find the RC doing too much …

Gives me the impression that the RC is actually using the media to pressurize the women.

When the women’s husband died, the whole Singapore media makes her look so poor thing …

No money even for coffin…

Many people donated money …

The coffin company provided free coffin to her …

Her “PA KIM” money people donates during the funeral was about 0.5 million !!!!!

Then the RC proposed to help her keep the money …

Help her to manage the finances …

But she refused …

So, the next thing you know, the news is all over the media …

I find it as a kind of media pressure they are giving her …

Just my gut feelings …

But it proves right when after she still refuses to let them keep the money,

The next thing you know, her private stuff gets exposed through the media ..

Stating her children gets busary, they got cash help from which organizations etc …

I find all these abit more than coincidences.

Cant help suspecting or rather concluding it is the RC that is using the power of media to pressurize her…

Hiaz .. sadness …

One thing I can confirm .. the power of media is far too scary ..

It is an extremely powerful tool …

It can make you the hero

And it can turn you to a terrorist in just a split second …

haha

2006-10-23T14:28:00.000+08:00
wa so longzzzzz no blog until i forget about this website liaoz ...

lolz

my dear frends ... pls dun ask me update le ..

now i am updating ... LOLz ...

hmm ...

things have been going fine for me so far ...

the other time i mentioned i failed my fyp1 ...

was scared ...

had rework ...

was wondering if i will get a random team for the rework ...

cos not i bias or wad la ... but many people are there is becos they never do work de ...

so scare .. if randomed to them den hard to pass rework le ...

luckily gary chan siad we are allowed to choose our own team from those who is there ...

teamed up with the people i know ...

doing shopping cart ...

haa think wont be so tough ba cos i got codes on shopping cart already ...

now fyp2 is slightly delayed ...

team not doin the work as the project plan planned ...

now doing erd and dfd already ....

but should not be a big problem as well ....

gonna start pp realli soon ...

hmm wad more ...

sian ...

my pocket running extremely low ...

but i do not intend to get a job ...

in the past, contributed too much time to a job dat costed me to neglect my fyp ...

and another addtional reason....

so, this sem, i gonna concentrate on both of my fyp and not let histroy repeat itself !!

watched deathnote and DOA already ... really nice movies ....

haa still in class having meeting now ... going off ... update another one soon ...

who am i ??

2006-10-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

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so who am i ??

JIRAYA !!!!!

2006-10-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

hey

nth to do so blog ...

did this stupid test ...

guess wad ??

i am one of the 3 legendary senin ...

JIRAYA !!!

2006-09-29T17:01:00.000+08:00
well it had been so long since i last blogged ...

now nothing to do ... waiting for my fyp teammates as we were supposed to have a fyp meeting ...

the meeting was at 4.30 ...

now is 5 pm already ... have not seen them yet ...

hmm ...

if by the time i finish this blog and they are not here, think i will go home ...

no class 2 day ... came 2 sch jus for meeting and they fly kate ??

haa

have been jobless for the last 3 months already ...

really broked ...

no money ...

hope can win toto ..

dun need too much, jus a small amount to help me pay off the debts will do ...

haha

no money so wad can i do ?

haa slack at home everyday ...

lucky 4 me my sis bought many korean drama ...

so i went on a frenzy ...

watched

"LITTLE BRIDE"

" FULL HOUSE "

"GONG - PRINCESS HOURS"

" MY GIRL"

"WONDERFUL LIFE"

muahaha ...

finished all !!

lend gong to my frends to watch ...

realli nice show ...

think it was the best ...

hmm ...

still haven come ...

should i go home now ???

or should i continue waiting ??

think wait for another 15 min ba ...

MINDEF!!

2006-09-23T02:25:00.000+08:00
haa have not been blogging for some time ...

basically nth much now aday ...

ya sch started on thurs ...

sad sia i 3days all different classes ...

haiz y cant they jus give me a class ...

but think on the bright side ...

i am more fortunate ...

my frend have 5 modules, 5 different class !!

dats not the worst ...

if i am not wrong 2 of his classes is at E6 !!!

if ur RP student u will understand dat ...

haa

today i received a letter ...

the letter is from mindef !!

i have to get ready my documents, book a appointment and go for medical check up already ...

time flies ...

and not long later, i will be serving ns ...

for me , i do not fear the lettter ...

cos i am born in 1986 ...

all of my frends dat are off my age received the letter long ago ...

even my frends dat are younger den me received ...

so i am considered lucky ...

seeing dat letter, makes me wan not to find a job ...

wanna relax all the way till ns...

haa

but heard from frend life in there quite slack ...

got heater and cubiucal in the toilet ...

no longer old bathrooms ...

he cant do push up also no punishments ...

so good ...

haa soon my turn liaoz ...

2006-09-18T04:25:00.000+08:00
woah have not blog for few days liao ...

basically nth to blog about ...

have been at home the past 3 days ...

busy watching a new korea drama " princess hours"

started watching on friday nite ...

finished it jus now ...

dats all lo ...

hmm fri afternoon went back to great world city for my appointment ...

dats all ...

and ya i fail my fyp which i dun wanna talk about yet ...

is tat gonna be all i am writing ??

hmm ...wanna write about this friend of my ...

find her very kind hearted ...

she had been harassed by this guy she knew in the past ...

she had made her stand clear with him ...

but dat guy jus dun give up ...

alot of things happened ...

she even freakout when dat guy when to her workplace 2 find her ...

felt sad 4 her ...

to me, its jus stupid to do this kinda of things to anyone and more to wad dat guy say, the person he like ....

actually, i also noe this guy ...

but onli saw him a few times and found him too friendly ...

haha dats a personal view ya ...

when i talk to this friend of my, i mention the guy is adnormal etc, saying alot of stuff,

i didnt expect to hear wad i heard ...

she told me, he is over all a nice guy...

she mention he is kind of smart...

he is normal etc ...

she was actually speaking up for the same guy dat harassed her causing her to freakout ...

i veri pei fu her ...

she is indeed a go0d person ...

i believe if it were any other people they will condemn the person dat harass them like shit ...

the onli thing i can say is she is a hao ren ...

well nth eles ... wa so fast 4.30 am liaoz ... go slp lo ...

cheers ...

i have live'd through 51 of these 99 things

2006-09-13T21:20:00.000+08:00
All bloggers you're tagged!!
Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's
(ex. 1, 2, 3, 4,) repost as "I have live'd through _ of these 99 things. "

[1] I have read a book before
[] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ 2] I have been on some sort of sports team.
[3] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[4] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[] have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] have been snowboarding/skiing.
[5] I have played ping pong.
[ ] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[6] I have seen fireworks.
[] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[7] I have almost drowned.
[8] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[9] I have listened to one cd over & over & over again.
[ 10 ] I have had stitch(es).
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[11 ] I have stayed up til 6am doing homework projects.
[] I currently have a job.
[] I have been ice skating.
[] I have been rollerblading.
[12 ] I have fallen flat on my face.
[13] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[ ] I have been in a fist fight.
[14] I have played videogames/com for more than 3 hours straight.
[15] I have watched The Power Rangers before.
[] I do have attended Church regularly.
[16] I have played truth or dare.
[17] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[18] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[19] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[20]I've been in a verbal argument.
[21]I've cried in school.
[22] I've played basketball on a team.
[ 23] I've played softball on a team.
[ 24] I've played football on a team.
[ 25] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ 26] I've swam on a team.
[27] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[] I've bungee jumped.
[] I've climbed a rock wall before.
[28 ]I've lost more than $20.
[29]ive called myself an idiot
[30] I've called someone else an idiot
[31]i cried myself to sleep
[32]ihad (or have) pets.
[ ]I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[ ] I've mooned someone
[] I've sworn at someone in authority
[] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights.
[ ] I've been on TV
[33] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[34 ] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[35] I've watched Looney Tunes before.
[] I've been stuffed into a locker
[] I've been called a geek.
[36]I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[37] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[] I've written poetry.
[38 ] I've been arrested
[39] I've been attracted to someone much older than me
[ ] I've been tickled till I've cried
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[40] I've had / have siblings
[] I've been to a rock concert
[41] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[] I've been in a play
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[ ] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[42] I've cried in front of my friends
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[43] I've freaked out over a sports game
[44] I’ve vomited in public
[ 45] I've washed someone else’s vomit
[46] I’ve ran away
[] I’ve had a stalker
[47] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[48] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[ 49] I've been in a car accident
[] I've forgiven someone who has done something bad to me
[50 ] I've personally seen someone die
[ 51] I've been confronted by a police officer but got away
[] I've lost someone who meant the world

1. Are u photogenic ?
Not sure.

2. What time do u go to bed ?
3am and later

3. What was the last thing u did before this ?
Off my laptop

4. Who is the one u always meet the most ?
jarus

5. Who is the person u'll call if u need help?
sis

6. Whats on ur mind right now?
Soccer match later

7. What do u prefer? american idol/Malaysian idol?
Non … dun watch them …

8. With whom do u wanna be with?
With the person I like and all my good frends …

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
non

10. When was the last time u went out? where? With who?
Sun 10/9/06 with my aunties and uncles , tiong baru and toa payoh

11. What do u hate the most 4 now?
I hate the family I am in ..

12. What do u do everyday besides eat & sleep?
Bathe , brush teeth, IM, pee, do business, watch tv, ROT

13. Colors that make u happy ?
black

14. Most fav thing in ur room ?
My laptop

15. Miss some1?
When I do not see her

16. Plan 2 buy sumthing?
Planning to buy lots of stuff man ..

17. R u satisfied with ur life now?
no

18. Do u have a phone?
Yup but no line … haha

19. Do you use facial?
yes

20. Toothpaste?
The black and white guy de …

21. Shampoo?
Head & shouders

22. ShoweR?
Forgot

23. Whats ur fav fast food?
mac

24. Do u like seafood?
yes

25. Breakfast/dinner?
Dinner

25. like chocolates?
Yeaaa

26. Cats/dogs?
dogs

27. Salty/sweet?
Sweet

28. City/country?
City

29. Is kissing normal 4 ur age?
yesh

30. R u athletic?
Wad dat means ??

31.favorite band 4 nw?
Delirious

32. Do u have ur own cell phone?
Yes

33. What do u wear 2 bed?
Tshirt and shorts lo

34. Ever had a crush on a teacher in highschool?
yes

35. Coke/pepsi?
Coke.

36. sugar/spice?
SugAr

37. Can u use chopsticks?
yes

38. Do u care bout getting good grades?
no

39. Have u ever fallen asleep in class?
Lots of time

40. Get a job/ask ur parents 4 money?
Job … wish I could ask my parents 4 money … haha but once a while got take few dollars from them

41. Is ur dad strict?
When I was young .. now he not so

42. Do ur parents give u enough privacy?
soso

43. Do ur parents trust u?
Yes .. whose wont ?

44. Wuld u evr wanna lose ur bestfriends?
Who will wan to ?

45. Does ur best friend get on ur nerves?
sometimes

46. Do u make friends quickly?
Last time no … now yes …

47. Do u tell ur mom everything?
never

48. What do u & ur parents fight bout most?
Everything.. mostly religion now

49. If u love some1 & she/he rejected u. What will u do 2 her?
KILL HER !! haha wad can I do ?? remain frends lo …

50. Can u sing/rap?
Can sing …

51. If u have 1 wish , who wuld u make ur wife/husband 4 the wish?
Haa I am not gonna write it here !!

52. Wat do u think bout this survey?
Wad is it for ???

hmm

2006-09-13T01:05:00.000+08:00
had a veri tired day ...

removed my bed and my cupboard ...

made my own cupboard to save space ...

hmm clearing more thing soon ...

wanna live in a room where by everything is made by my own hands ..

nth much liaoz ..

did a survey from shireen ..

but think msn down again ... cant send her back ...

haiz stupid msn ...

2006-09-12T01:14:00.000+08:00
haiz now 1 am liaoz ...

from jus now the post at 6pm all the way till now,

i cant sign in msn ...

haiz ...

but my fyp grades are still not out yet ...

WHY ??!!

am i gonna fail ??!!

haiz ...

shen ar ... jiu jiu wo ba ....

scared ...

2006-09-11T18:19:00.000+08:00

It’s weird for me to be blogging at this time …

Usually I will blog in the night at around 1 plus …

But I am really scare now …

There is a link being spread around the Rp students ….

Through this link, they are able to see the grades they got for fyp1 …

But I cant see my grades …

The only grades I saw were last semester modules …

The thing that made me scare is only a few people face this problem …

And I happened to be one of the few …

I suspect those whose results are not out will fail …

Although I do not wish to fail, but, I think that’s the case …

Worried, scared and there is nothing I could do about it …

The only think I can do now is sit and wait …

Wait for the school to publish my grades …

The thing I find funny is that the link being passed around is from admin …

But without the link, I cant find academic information …

It used to be there …

Funny …

Another thing I will like to point out …

I am sorry to my friend …

Tomorrow is his birthday …

His girlfriend held a surprise birthday bbq for him …

I said that I will turn up …

But instead, I am at home now typing this blog …

I do not know why I cant sign in to msn …

I cant inform the others I am not going …

At the same time, even if I go, I do not have the mood as well ….

The only thing I can do now is pray for my grades to out soon and pray that I would not fail …

But even if I fail, I know I kind of deserve it …

In my team, I was supposed to do the random sampling part …

The most important part of the whole project …

But in the end, it did not work …

During the presentation, so much integration problems occurred …

The evaluators were not happy as we were over time as well …

Haiz …

Wad to say??

haiz ...

2006-09-11T01:30:00.000+08:00
haiz so many days no blog le ...

nth much these days ...

slacking at home or at my aunties hse ...

today helped my another aunt move hse ...

haiz ...

jus planned ...

going malaysia on the 19th with shireen and jane and maybe eugene ...

but gonna settle my fyp team tomorrow 1st with zheng wei ...

haiz ...

2006-09-07T23:30:00.001+08:00
1stly, i feel extremely sad as i can no longer take multimedia for my fyp ...

2ndly , 1 day later i find out call for selection was opened ... and till 12/9/2006 ....

now i am veri scare ...

it is because my team onli consist of 2 person ...

the other guy had not been online ....

i could not contact him ...

but call for selection started already ...

i am veri scared ...

gonna call him 2 moro a see how it goes ...

may need 2 find a new team ...

haiz ...

today i went sentosa again ...

haa funny thing is i dun feel any sunburn ...

perhaps i will onli fell it tomorrow ??

who knows ...

but i became much darker again ...

finally my continues activities has ended for the time being ...

going bankrupt soon ...

actually wanted to relax a while ... stop from work ...

recharge myself ... but now, i find out i cant ...

need to find a new job asap ....

hard to support myself ...

haiz ...

had been supporting myself since sec 4/5 ...

feel so sick of it ...

do not have any savings ...

in the future how ??!!

haa thinking about future ??

can i ??

i doubt so ...

having problems meeting my day to day expenses ...

how 2 save up ...

oh if there is a god, pls let me win toto la ...

haa ...

wont it be good ??

i think thats everyone's wish ya ?

think i realli need so one to control my spending power ....

highest spending was $1,0o0 within 2 days finish liaoz ...

was shocked by myself after that ...

but i have changed ...

last time my telephone bill was like $200++ per mth ...

now onli abt $40 ++ per mth ...

haiz ...

神啊。。。救救我吧。。。我是一个没钱可是很会化钱的人。。。

2006-09-07T23:30:00.000+08:00
1stly, i feel extremely sad as i can no longer take multimedia for my fyp ...

2ndly , 1 day later i find out call for selection was opened ... and till 12/9/2006 ....

now i am veri scare ...

it is because my team onli consist of 2 person ...

the other guy had not been online ....

i could not contact him ...

but call for selection started already ...

i am veri scared ...

gonna call him 2 moro a see how it goes ...

may need 2 find a new team ...

haiz ...

today i went sentosa again ...

haa funny thing is i dun feel any sunburn ...

perhaps i will onli fell it tomorrow ??

who knows ...

but i became much darker again ...

finally my continues activities has ended for the time being ...

going bankrupt soon ...

actually wanted to relax a while ... stop from work ...

recharge myself ... but now, i find out i cant ...

need to find a new job asap ....

hard to support myself ...

haiz ...

had been supporting myself since sec 4/5 ...

feel so sick of it ...

do not have any savings ...

in the future how ??!!

haa thinking about future ??

can i ??

i doubt so ...

having problems meeting my day to day expenses ...

how 2 save up ...

oh if there is a god, pls let me win toto la ...

haa ...

wont it be good ??

i think thats everyone's wish ya ?

think i realli need so one to control my spending power ....

highest spending was $1,0o0 within 2 days finish liaoz ...

was shocked by myself after that ...

but i have changed ...

last time my telephone bill was like $200++ per mth ...

now onli abt $40 ++ per mth ...

haiz ...

神啊。。。救救我吧。。。我是一个没钱可是很会化钱的人。。。

1 day gone jus like dat ...

2006-09-07T01:01:00.000+08:00
WA LU@ EH ....

I HEARD THIS NEWS FROM SANTOSA I WAS SO FU@kING SAD ...

NO MULTIMEDIA FYP PROJECTS UNLESS YOU ARE MULTIMEDIA STUDENT ??!!!!!

WTF SIA ...

SADDED ...

wo0t ...

so full ...

ate soul garden ...

at 1st frend said PS have ... so we went there ...

but there no soul garden ...

so walked back to taka ...

went to look 4 my frend but didnt c her ... haaz

den go eat le ...

so fullz ...

the black pepper beef was super manz ...

the car siew chicken also not bad ...

but a bit expensive ... spent $24 jus like dat ....

den i feel they are like rushing us ou like dat cos they have a long que outside ...

hiaz ... disappointed with the service ...

jialat ... perhaps i have been in customer service line 4 too long ...

have veri high expectations ..

after dat went cine ...

bought movie tickets for little man ...

while waiting 4 our show, we play darts ...

so long no play ... enjoyed it ...

think tomorrow i will be roasted ...

having skin burns now ...

but yet i am going sentosa again ... haa ...

2006-09-06T01:22:00.000+08:00
Wo0t ….

So tired ….

Jus came back from sentosa ….

Yesterday watched on the edge ….

A hong kong movie at causeway point ….

Story not bad but abit boring ….

After dat had majong with chun kiat and wen zhong …

Played 3 leg majong … Won $8 ….

Pity 1st round de winnings was voided as there was an error in the chips …

Played till 2.30 am …

After dat rushed my grandma’s video out till 6 am !!!

Went to slp and woke up at 9 ….

Got my dad to drive me down to harbourfront mrt …

But many people was late …

By the time we reached the beach was ard 1 liaoz …

Swam den played mokey …

Haha I pushed all the guys into the water …

Sean and Eugene was the worst …

Vc, eric and ivan got german suplex into the sea

Haha left the gals alone …

Was a veri enjoyable trip …

Played captains ball in water as well ….

After dat was buring time …

Vc,me,shireen and eric got buried …

Muahaha …

So fun …

Thurs going sentosa again …

Then I confirm get sunburn …

Haha …

Jus now ate new yok pizza at harbour front …

Food not nice de … Dat 1 nvm

The sales assistant suxs !!!!!!!

Rude, Attitude, Keeps customers waiting, Argue with customers, Dun admit wrong …

Bad experience …

After dat watched the movie monster house at cine …

Den go home …

The funny thing is I saw the same bas sales assistant at summerset mrt ??!!!!!

Haha feel like going over and scold her …

HaaBut forget ba …

I am a forgiving person now …

LOLX !!!!!!

2006-09-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

2006-09-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

2006-09-01T22:50:00.000+08:00
wo0t .... so longz no blog liaoz ....

went for chalet from mon till wed ....

had a good time ....

1st day, we did nth much ....

jus played games and the forfiet was a mug of tap water ....

played till 6++

the rest all walked out to see sun rise ...

chu feng and me stayed in the room to play dota ...

haha go where also dota ....

played a few games ... den sleep liaoz ....

slpt till 1++ ....

woke up ate a cup noodle, played some cs den set fire with vik liaoz ....

after setting up fire, they rest all like dun wan come eat like dat de ..

so vik , an lee and me started bbqing for ourselves ...

so nice the food ...

den all started coming to eat ...

after dat played molopoly with clr , willi, dajie and chu feng up stairs ...

played all the way till cut cake time

it was wendy's birthday ...

they bought a creamy cake ...

got lots of butter smell ...

poor wendy got her head smashed into the cake twice ...

den daniel go in watch tv ...

vik planned to sabo him ... both of us held the cake in our hands ...

vik shouted for daniel to come out ...

we hid behind the pillars ...

the moment he walk out we smashed it on him ...

the moment the cake was on his whole head, everyone ran ...

i quickly ran and hid in the toilet ...

after abt 5 mins, i change location ... ran up to the 2nd floor to hide as daniel was like in frenzy mode ...

found out he went to chase after vik ...

poor vik became one of the victims .. haha ...

onli i got off safe ...

but after washing my hands a few times, the stupid butter smell is still ard ..

after dat, they played games with alcohol ... i dun wanna join them ...

so i started slacking ard till 6++ den slpt ...

after dat go home ...

on the way home, watched movie on the train with lw and anson ...

thurs was another busy day ...

went to lim chu kang to dig out my grandfather in the morning at 6 !!

after dat, go home rest den go to the cremitoriam center to collect the ash and put into the urn ..

after dat got family dinner ...

den another day gone ...

but b4 my little cousin left, i promised to go play game with him on fri afternoon ...

this mornign when i woke up, did not feel like going ... but until ard 5 he called me ...

he said i promised to go play with him ..

haaa so went down and play with him and had dinner there ...

sat will be another busy day .. haa got bbq at my cousin's hse ...

tired

2006-08-28T04:13:00.000+08:00
wo0t such a tired day 4 me ... started the day by playing soccer with my old sec frends ...

quite nice until i started to get du lan with a guy ....

shouted all the vagarities at him ....

haa sry ... people tend to get hot headed when the team is not scoring and the team mate

is starting to blame others when his faults are the fatal ones against our own team ....

but wads over is over ....

after dat, slacked at the void deck for very longz ...

brought my ipod and speakers along so we could enjoy ourselves ....

after dat at ard 4++ we went to have lunch or rather breakfast + lunch for me who

did not eat anything as we started at 9.30 at yishun ...

after dat slack at the kopitiam again ...

hehe i love slacking ....

den went to my good frends home ....

funny to play majong at a ah-bu-na-na house ???

haha kiddin ya ... dunno how to pronouce his race name ... those dat wear turban ...

but his whole family didnt wear turban ... hmm ... not loyal to their religion ...

haha kiddin ...

but he allowed us to play majong at his place ...

while waiting for the others as they went home to bathe , i watched a programme dat

i have not watched for years... use to be my favorite programme ...

WWE

remembered how i loved dat shit in the past ...

really cool to watch it again ....

but find it kinda lame now cos all the same story line ... talk so much so little action ....

until abt 7 all came and we started our majong session !!!!!! all the way till 12++

lost 3 bucks ....

den say play blackjack at 1 ++ didnt win or lose ....

den play inbetween .... won $6 ....

after dat was 3 ++ already ... i taught my frends how 2 play indian poker ...

no alcohol ... so used mineral water ...

haha had lots of fun ....

but tired now ...

jy signing off ...

lolz

2006-08-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

haa although i am a free-thinker, there is something new i experienced during the pass 1 week ...

as u all noe, my grandma passed away not long ago ... in fact as i am typing this, today is her 7th day ...

to chinese, we believe that 7 days after the person died, he or she will go home and look around ...

i have heard many stories of the 7th day ... many sprits comes back to visit their families...

when my grandma pass away and 1 day b4 sh pass away, the jasmine flower in her room turned purple ...

purple was her favorite color ...

but it was adnormal ...

jasmine flower is white in color ... it should turn brown den black ...

but, it turned purple ...

if you all do not believe, you can ask any florist ...

but on the day she passed away till the end of the funeral, everyday we change flowers everyday it turned to purple ...

it is so misterious ... i cant understand ...

but after tues, the flowers turned back black ...

according to the buddist script , it is a good sign ... it is a sign of her going to the pure lands ..

so yesterday morning, the flowers turned brown... slowly turning black ....

during the night, i smelt something.. the candle of the arter has burnt finished ... there

were black smoke coming out ...

so i went to take a look ... after that, automatically i lighted a joss stick to my grandma ...

den, my mum was saying the flowers turned black ...

so, i told her to change a new flower ... if it turned purple means she is back ...

den when i looked at the flowers at the arter, it turned from black to purple !!!!!

i was shocked ...

that is how i noe she came back ...

2006-08-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

a jade pennant .... looks nice ...
woah i love this ... SHARK TOOTH !! realli sharp ... got 2 of it ... gonna make it to a pennant ...
haha this a a small pure gold bell that i used to wear when i was young ... found it with my grandma's gold ...

2006-08-24T22:26:00.000+08:00
wo0t a very nice wallet that my grandma never used b4 ... keeping it for memory ...
haha my grandma's travelling thingie .... for smokers ...
a 999 pure gold ring that belonged to my grandma ... was given 2 me ... like it very much ...
another gold ring that was given to me ... this one although the design not as good but it is 9999 pure gold hor ... super soft ...

2006-08-23T01:11:00.000+08:00
well, this can be counted as my 1st official post on this blog ....

i have been blogging at friendster blog from the past ....

but seeing all my friends using blogspot, i decided to give it a try ....

well my in this blog, i would like to thank my grandma ....

thank her for all she has done for me ....

when i was a baby, my grandma stayed with us ...

she took care of all 4 of us ... me and my 3 older sisters ....

she bathe us one by one, she prepares our meals, she send and picks us up from sch,

she checks our sch bags ...

she buys us wadever we wans ....

she canes us for our well being ....

she forces us to drink super bitter herbal tea for our own good ....

she scrificed alot for us ....

now i am so to be 20 years old ....

i can say that my previous 17 years was taken cared of by her ...

few years ago, she started moving ....

some times she will stay with my 3rd uncle, sometimes with my da ku ma ...

and mostly with my aunt gina ...

but, the 4 of us, we're still very close to her ....

abt 8 months ago, she had a fall ....

a fall that disabled her walking abilities as she was suffering from a stroke ....

within this 8 months, she suffered a lot ...

all the way until last fri the 18th of aug 2006 ....

this is something i felt so sad about ....

it is because my grandma is a person who wishes all her kids and grandchildrens to

place their studies in the 1st place ....

since fri the 11th of aug when she was admitted to hospital, the doctor said she will go off within

1 or 2 days ....

so, we brought her home on sat the 12th of aug evening ....

on sun morning, the situation was very dramatic ...

my 3rd aunt rushed my cousin over as he was in camp the past 2 days and may have be

able to see my grandma for the last time ...

lucky for him, he was able to ...

my parents and my 2 sisters are buddist ...

so, they prayed for her in her room ...

2 other of my father's buddist friends also came to pray ....

for them, they believe that relatives and families should not talk to the dieing ones as

the person will hold on to the relationship and refuse to let go ...

so when the person dies, he or she wont go to the paradise ...

so, they forced every one out of the room and close the door !!!!!!!!!

there was alot of conflict here and there ....

my grandma stared and called my da ku ma's name ...

she had been taking care of her for the past 8 months ...

out of sadness, she went forward and asked her what she wants,

but suddenly my dad graps my aunt out of the room and told her off in a hash tone ...

everyone was unhappy about it ... my da ku ma cried ... my mum took a chair and sat there

like a toa pa gong .... saying we dun understand what they are doing , they are trying to help her etc ....

den comes my 3rd sis ... she cried and had feets ....

when she had feets, my mum went into my grandma's room ...

she sat a one corner , not praying but just looking ...

so, i opened the door and tell her to come out ...

she stared at me, gave me a look and tell me to buzz off ...

that immediately pissed me off ... i didnt care wad fu@King prayers ut having ...

so i shouted into the room yelling at her to come out ...

after she came out, she jus took a look and wanted to go back into the room ...

when i saw dat i was like WHAT THE FU@K !!!!!! so i yell at her again ... to get the medical oil ...

after she took the medical oil, she merily pass to my aunt and jus looked ....

when no one was noticing, she went back into the room to be her toa pa gong ....

that pissed me offed ...

so the incident ended there ...

during the nite, the 4 of us, aunt gina, aunt yovvne and da ku ma sat in my grandma's room ....

we jus prayed as a family for her ....

my 1st and 2nd sis are buddist, my 3rd sis is cristian , my aunt yovvne is a roman catholic ..

and the rest are free thinkers ... we jus prayed in our own ways but together ...

seeing that, my dad came in and lighted a joss stick for us and went back to his room ...

but my mum was fu@Ked up ...

she again sat in the living room like a toa pa gong ...

making noise ... watching tv ... worse, she turned the volume to very loud ....

so after praying, my aunts me and my 2nd sis had a conversation ...

to surmerise our conversation was about both sides giving ways ....

so on sun morning , i sat in the living room with my mum and my 1st sis ...

i told my mum the whole group of us was not happy ...

she started picking a fight with me ... screaming at me ... saying what they did was for her good ..

we are trying to harm her etc ... so i got mad ... i shouted at her ... that is your believes ... not ours ... u cant force us to believe ...

she walked over and slaped me ... i streched out my legs to push her aside ...

she moved a few steps back, stood ofr 5 secs and pretended to fall down and cried ... saying oh budda u see wad kind of son i have etc ...

as she was whining , i was still yelling at her ...

i have had enough with this family ...

so, she walked back to her room ...

i talked to my 1st sis ... we had a peaceful conversation until my mum came out, standin near my grandma room she shouted at me ...

so i shouted back ... she walked towards me as if wanting to pick a fight ..

te thing that boiled me up was when my sis as us to stop fighting, she shouted at her aking her to shut up .. it was none of her business why is she so kapo ...

so i scolded my mum ... i said who is the kopo one here ?? and etc ... after a while , she say she can tahan ... wan to go to the market ...

and left the hse ...

i continued talkiing to my sis ...

but i discovered something from the maid ...

my mum did not go to the market ... she was standing some where near the gate listening to our conversation ...

fu@K it ....

dun wan talk abt her any more ...

as it reached tuesday, i was scared ... i knew if she is going within tues or wed or even thurs, it will affect me badly ...

as i have my fyp(final year project) presentation on fri ... but, my grandma looks fine on fri morning ...

so i went to my presentation ...

after my presentation, i rushed home ... after i reached home, about 1/2 hour later, she passed away ...

i cant help thinking she did it for me ... she did not want to see me missing my most important presentation ...

she suffered a few more days for me ...

she was such a WEI DA person and i will always remember her in my heart ...

and i promise myself, infact , this promise was made few years ago that once i am

capable, i will leave this family of my ...

i promise ...

2006-08-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

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2006-08-22T03:23:00.000+08:00

all done

the undertakers

gonna carry her to the casket

2006-08-22T03:17:00.000+08:00

wearing her buddist robe

2006-08-22T02:28:00.000+08:00
12 hours after my grandma died

same

dressing her up

helping her wear her favrite shoe ...

2006-08-22T02:20:00.000+08:00
my grandma feeding me when i was young ...

thats me and my grandma behind me ...

my cousin ester carrying me behind and
my 3 sisters with my grandma

2006-08-14T02:36:00.000+08:00

hey dats me ...

trying this out ...

realli quite cool ...

heyz ....

2006-08-14T02:21:00.000+08:00
HEYZ trying this out !!!!!!! .....

sick of frendster blog liaoz ....

*xXx* JyTheOne *xXx*

Traveling time

hmm..

raining ~

tiring day for me ...

pics of my room under reno hahas

CRAZY STUFF

SPRING CLEANING !!!

Ouch

sleep ~

end of year 2009

my w3k signature lols

w3k

lols

wad a happening day ~~

off & leaves

wo0ts

sickly ....

boredsz

finalise pic

ivan's edited pic

pics

gush

emoing ...

tiring it is ...

mixtures of feelings ....

heyz

haiz

emo-ing

mata ??

friends

right or wrong ???

haiz

boreds ..

ITS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BIA !!

wo0t

THE END IS NEAR !!

ITS OVER ?!!!!

sianz

hoW i Felt

SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!!

1st post of the year ...

CHALETS AND OUTINGS ALL TOGETHER...... JUS PICS ..

8 more min !!

enjoyed

PP !!!

stressed ..

A

till death do us part ..

VIVO CITY !!

something i have been thinking

haha

who am i ??

JIRAYA !!!!!

MINDEF!!

i have live'd through 51 of these 99 things

hmm

scared ...

haiz ...

1 day gone jus like dat ...

tired

heyz ....

xXx JyTheOne xXx