Saturday, January 27, 2007
wo0t ...
fyp finally over le ..
was super happy ...
today, i went to school at ard 12 ...
was not to0 stressed ...
but as time ticks closer and closer to 4,
my heart gets heavier and heaviers ...
got realli nervious ...
but when i saw the evaluators walk in,
all the nerviousness was driven out of my mind ...
once the ppt hit the screen, i started presenting ...
went on and on ...
den went to my website ...
explained each functions clearly ...
wat every single button does ...
my teammate zheng wei presented booking of timeslot ...
meiwei presented bulletinboard ...
the rest all i presented ...
when i finished presenting, i peeped at my hp and was shocked it was 4.48 already ...
how time flies when i am concentrating ...
didnt even know 35 mins have jus passed ...
it was like jus 2 mins ago when i started introducing ourselves ...
as i reached the end of my ppt, the nerviousness came back ...
was thinking ...
oh shit ... now they will start questioning me on codes le ... jialat ...
den, the 1st question came ...
they asked about the context diagram ..
as zheng wei did it or dunno copied from where, he tried to explain ...
then when zheng wei finished, they asked us is tat all ??
i said ya .. do you want to look at my codings?
the two evaluators looked at each other, wispered and said nope dats all ... you can go ...
at that moment my brains went blank ...
felt super high tio ...
could not use words to express how i felt ...
immediately thanks them and pull out my laptop from the projector ...
was asking myself .. it is true ??!!! so easy ??!!!
wo0t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after dat, waited for eric, sean and gene ...
den walked to cwp to join shireen and jayne to have dinner at pizza hut ...
was realli nice ...
10 bucks each onli ...
have a drink, 2 galic bread, a soup and 2 pizza ...
after dat jayne rushed off ..
sean say sick .. also went off ..
den reen, gene, ric and i walked around lo0king for presents for gjp ...
got a few options ...
nice ...
well dats all for now ...
oh oh
almost for got ...
wed i went to sentosa with them ...
was realli fun ...
gonna upload the pics in the next coming post ...
cya ...
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 12:14:00 AM |
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
tomorrow submitting fyp le ...
today sun .. i also in sch ... lolz ... sadness
waiting for my teammates now ...
gonna go through the report he did ...
after tomorrow submit , must start doing ppt le ...
fri presenting ...
finishing soon ... BIA !!
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 3:33:00 PM |
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Friday, January 19, 2007
7 more days !!!
BIA !!!
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 1:03:00 AM |
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
wo0t i am seeing the finishing line !!
but got 2 big stones tied to my legs
its slowing me down
no choice
they want repeat 1 semester i dun want
so i gonna make my site nicer, do the report for the final rush
THE END IS NEAR !!!
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 11:21:00 PM |
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FINALLY !!!
FYP 1 REWORK THROWN OFF MY BACK !!!
song ...
very happy now ...
think i pass with the pass grade they can give me C.
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 11:08:00 AM |
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
feel so sadded now sia ...
at the start of this sem, i had 3 big stones ...
last sat the 13th of jan i threw one down ...
passing my pp ...
left with 2 more stones ...
my fyp rework was submitted on 5th of jan ...
i have to submit my fyp2 next mon ...
den i suddenly received 2 email ...
1st one stating my fyp rework presentation is tomorrow ??!!!
was shocked ...
was onli given a one day noticed ??
den the 2nd emial was my fyp2 presentation is on the 26th of jan ??!!
ANOTHER 10 MORE DAYS !!!
this will be the final lap ...
though i damn tired ...
but, after this 10 days, i will be able to resume my usual self of slacking ...
and if my fyp2 teammate you are reading this ...
NO I AM NOT GONNA HELP U WITH THE REPORT ...
WHEN I DID CODINGS U GO ENJOY URSELF ...
NOW U DO DOCUMENTATION U WAN ME TO MEET UP WITH U ??
PUI !!!
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 11:44:00 PM |
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
How I feel ..
Well think I told one of my frend b4 abt wad I think …
To me, I seriously believe people have 2 personallity …
But its not like split personality …
Its like the most normal example …
The behavior of that particular person with and without the company of others …
One can see there is a significant difference ….
I did not read tis from anywhere hor … jus was in my thoughts since young after all I have gone throught .
Like the most simple example …
I use myself as example … I have a frend called clement …
When we are outside with other friends, we will suay each other …
But when there is no others, when maybe I go his hse do project or the other way round,
We do not suay each other …
Jus a very normal conversation throughout …
Why is that so ?? not only clement, I noticed this for many other people including me as well …
Those with more serious case are what we known as attention seekers …
But what about the others ???
To what I think, each and everyone has a 2nd personality …
Tis 2nd personality is created by the subconscious to protect the person …
Jus like when people suffer from bad experience they may tend to forget …
This is because they cant take the truth … so their subconscious locked up the information …
I believe in this world there are 2 kinds of people …
This one I dunno heard from where de ..
1st time is to change according to the world ..
The 2nd time is those that want to change the world to suit them …
I find this extremely true …
To most of the people, those that change according to the world or trend, maybe now we see mp3 as the “in” thing … we were believe it’s normal to use only mp3 ..
But to the 2nd type of people, if they believe discman is go0d they will not change with the world …
They will be regarded as weirdos ..
Sad to say la ..
Lucky for me …
I dunno y …
Maybe cos I understand this logic …
I am blessed with a ability from young …
A ability to know a person’s personality jus by the lo0ks … even if I saw the person only once before ..
Its most likely enough …
But, sometimes I may misjudge …
Cos of the 2nd personality …
Meaning wad I see in that person may be false …
Hhaa … chimilolagy rite …
Explained to my frend for a few hours he also cant understand lo …
Till ending he say agar agar he got it …
Haha …
Most of time time for me personally, i have a idea of who and how is the person like based on my feelings … den I try to make frend with the person …
Which works most of the time …
U noe, often wad happens is after I know the person better, I tend to think … hmm may be I was wrong …
But after a while when I get closer … I knew without a doubt I was not wrong at the start …
It was jus the person’s 2nd personality and me myself wanting to believe the person is like dat that mislead me …
Perhaps dats y I sometimes take extreme measures …
Like I told my frend b4 … in fact many of them …
Dun let anyone or anything be classified as black listed …
It will be in my mind forever .. haha …
Jus find it funny …
U noe science proves humans to be an animal that is the most able to adapt to environmental changes …
But to what I think, no matter how humans change, tis personality thing I mentioned will never change …
So did we change to start with ??!!
Muahaha …
I will one day unsolved tis issue that is in my mind …
Graduating soon …
U noe wad tat means??
Well I dunno about you but for me, it means a end of a chapter …
And a beginning of a whole new chapter …
New friends , new environment …
As the old group splits up …
Each having to go their own separate ways …
Well what I like to say …
Well dats life …
Haha …
Face it …
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 12:25:00 AM |
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
haa ...
SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!! is the most strongest jutsu in this world ...
whoever fals into this jutsu will be in deep trouble ...
i have fallen into it ...
28 dec 2006 - a series of suayness no kage jutsu
was suppose to have my NS medical check at 1 pm ...
so i got up at 9 ...
went for a hair cut ...
the weather was go0d ... shinie ...
when into the baber ...
told her "cut abit shorter, layer"
she said ok ...
suddenly i saw the sessiors going towards my hair and a few mins later my hari became super short... my front part until forehead onli lo ...
sadded ...
paid money...
went for breakfast ...
jus as i was about to step out of the complex it suddenly rained ...
was drenched walking home ...
sadded ...
bathe the moment i reach home ...
was 10+ close to 11 onli ...
to0k out my NS form ...
read what i needed to bring ...
they wan health booklet !!
i lost my in sec 2 ...
called my frend to ask ....
he say dun have will get scolded badly ...
sadded ...left hse at 11.30...
missed the bus ...
sadded ...reached causeway point...
den it occured to me dat if the allow slippers ...
called my frend again ...
say cant wear slippers ...
sadded ...went cwp buy a pair of shoes ...
i only have $30 with me at that moment ...
spent $20 on shoe ...
sadded ...to0k train to red hill ...
asked the train station person ...
told to take bus 145 ...
boarded the bus ... asked bus driver " uncle got go past cmpb?"
he say got ...
btw cmpb is the place for medical checkups...
the bus driver say reach le will tell me to alight ...
t0ok for very long ...
i lo0ked at my time ...
WA i boarded the bus at 12.45 and the time is 1.30 liaoz ...
called my frend to ask ...
she say most likely overshot liao...
den i lo0ked ard and saw "CHINATOWN MRT"!!!
i ask the uncle again and he say he forgot ...
ask me alight and change to bus 195 ...
sadded ...was close to 1.45 liaox ...
boarded 195 ...
told uncle to tell me when reach ...
he say 0k ...
den he forgot as well and i overshot again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was gonna explode with diu lanness liao ...
it was 2.10 liao lo ...
sadded ...i got off the stupid bus ...
called CMPB hotline ...
told the person my senario ...
asked her if i have to make a new appointment or can still go down as i am late for 2 hours liaoz ...
she say my appointment at 1 will last till 4 ...
so can go ...
so i went ...
this time i did not sit down on the bus ...
i jus stood beside the bus driver ..
haha scare he forget again ...
got off at the correct bus stop ...
but it was raining heavily ...
so heavy dat i cant see who is at the other bus stop also lo ...
no shleter ...
have to walk about 300 m ??
sadded ...so no choice ...
to0k cab in ...
den after i alighted i decleared broked .. no more money for dat day liaoz ...
was telling myself ... nvm jus get this medical done and over with ...
den walked in ...
den the recep tell me cant do the medical liao ... its 2.30 ...
closed ... have to make new appointment ...
sadded ...i told her about the hotline ... she say got error ...
so i jus made an appointment date den walked out ...
as i was walking towards the entrance, the rain subsidded ... became very mild onli ...
but as i was walking back to the bus stop it started pouring again !!!
sadded ...was drenched ...
to0k bus to Queentown mrt den to0k train home ...
haiz ...
den to block the SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!!, i stayed at home till the next day ... haha ...
found out have fyp1 rework meeting ...
sadded ...
got woken up by my teammate ...
bathe and wanted to go sch ...
meeting is at 10 ...
i was out at 9.45 ...
i did not have ez link card, coins .. jus a $10 note ..
so no chioce but to take cab ...
sadded ...waited for cab ...
all the way till 10.30 ...
no single cab insight ...
no choice but to call cab ...
sadded ...
haix ...
den it was all the way rushiing fyp rework codings till today ...
was abit pissed off ...
i was the onli one doing the codes ...
if there is evaluation in rework, i think i will disagree them ...
lolz ..
cos its like when my codes got error cant work , it seems it does not affect them ...
den from time to time got cheek ask me hows the codes? finished ?
felt like scolding vagarities sometimes ...
thurs was stressed out ... 1 more day to go ... coding still cant ... rushed coding in sch till 11pm ...
went home continue to rush codings ... all the way till 4am ... den woke up at 6.45 .. cos i got medical at 8 ... after dat take cab to sch rush report den submit ...
but i noe .. dats life ...
same thing for my fyp2 ...
finished my part liao ...
like the codes i am supose to do ...
we splited the modules at oct ...
i to0k 6 or 7 modules ...
the others to0k 3 modules each ...
i finished all 7 of my modules le ...
but they haven even started ??!!!!
2 more weeks onli lo ...
den if dun help them later i get affected also ...
so bo bian have to help them ...
Fu@k up ...
same ting got cheek say y i to0k so long to do my edit profile page ..
CHEESEBUN!!!!
got PES C for medical ... cos of my ankle ...
hope dun need go combat ...
cos pes C some grp no combat de ...
haha ....
but i would like to say ... although i have met alot of oppstcales ...
i thank all my frends for your help ....
eric, vik, fang ru, siew ting, jarus etc for helping me out with the codes ....
shireen, hwee wun, my sister etc for encouraging along the way ....
FRIENDS !! UR THE MOST IMPROTANT THING TO ME !!! WITHOUT U ?!! I WILL DIE !!!
WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WITHSTAND THE SUAYNESS NO KAGE JUTSU !!! WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FINISH MY CODING IN TIME ... THANKS ...
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 1:25:00 AM |
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Monday, January 01, 2007
Well well well …
Tis is my 1st post of the new year man ….
Time really flies …
I remember clearly in my head when I wrote the 1st post of 2006 when I was still using friendster blog …
As time flies …
I find that I have changed a lot …
And I really mean a lot …
In the past, when I was in sec sch,
It seems I did a lot of nonsense …
Playing truant, disturbing prefects, fighting with the express stream students ,
after that era, a new era came …
I started gambling …. Smoking … gaming … and drinking …
At that moment , tod dat was life …
Everyday jus lo0k at odds, gamble was all I did …
Was addicted to it …
It was until when I hit the recoil den did I stop …
I lost about 2k …
At that moment …
I knew clearly I have to stop …
I know my families will not help me financially …
So, when I was in sec 4, I started working …
But, although I stopped gambling ,
My another form of wasting money did not stop …
Every night , I will go to lan shops with my frends ..
Play from 6 pm till 1 am …
We also played pool …
Sometimes bowling …
Money was pouring out of my pocket …
The only good thing I had was weekly soccer games …
Which until now I still have once a while as my frends have entered ns ….
After I joined poly …
I began to drift further from my frends …
I made new frends …
And my life changes again …
At 1st , it was abt being “on”
We brought game consoles to class almost everyday ….
Turned the class to something like a arcade … haha …
Going kbox for k lunch …
Den as I advanced to year 2,
My life changed again …
My whole life was about 2 things …
Majong and dota …
Dats what I do everyday ….
And finally now …
Poly year 3 …
I feel that for once , I have changed for the better …
Now, although I still play games “ who dun ?” I still drink once a while, buys $1 toto every week which I think cant be considered as gambling … still craves for majong and kbox …
But …
I am changed …
In the past,
Whenever there is a countdown,
I will be in town area hanging ard …
But surprisingly , this year I stayed at home doing PROJECT ???!!!!
I no longer feel the urge to go town and hang ard for countdown …
In fact, I am concentrating more on my projects now …
So many things have changed …
Why did I change so many times in a short period of 5-6 years ??
Well …
Actually deep inside of myself ,
I noe the answer …
It is because I am a person that is anything …
Erm how to put it …
I am fine doing anything …
As long as I am with my frends …
So in another words, its you my frends that influence me …
I am not saying I made bad frends in the past …
But perhaps I am jus too easily influenced …
To me , doing anything is fine … so as long as I have my frends …
I remember I used to steal ..
Never once was I caught …
But on a day at admiralty mrt … I stole a erm I forgot wad and made a run for it …
After running a distance,
I turned ard and did not see my 2 frend …
So worried ,
I went back to check if they are ok and got caught …
The guy wanted to call the cops …
When he was not noticing, I ran away again …
Haha it was kinda stupid but exciting …
I also know y am I being so easily influenced by my frends ..
Its because of my family …
As some ofmy close frends know,
I hate the family I am in …
And some of my frends know,
I made a promise to myself that I will leave this family asap …
I feel that although we are a family …
There is no one I could talk to …
No one I can approach when I am in need of help …
Felt so helpless at home …
Both my parents think for themselves only …
Treats me and my 3 sisters like dirt …
Lucky for us we had our grandma with us …
She to0k care of us since birth till last aug …
If I were to stay in this family,
It would be for her …
But now without her …
When I am financially independed and after my ns ..
I will damn well move out …
In fact in the past ,
I have tods of going overseas and stay there for go0d …
Haiz … jus hate this family to the core …
Too many stuff to write if I were to write y I had them …
So I am not going to write …
Some of my frends may noe y …
Those who dun …
If wan can come ask me …
Or like a few of my frends …
Come try to physco me to no hate my family …
Haha …
It’s a new year and my 1st blog post I so emo ?!!
Sry I was being emo …
Jus letting it out …
Thanks for reading … lolz …
But frends reading this … I wan you to know, once frend , forever a frend ya …
JyTheOne(俊颖) at 12:28:00 PM |
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